MidnightMarauder the Nocturnal One's blog: "The Gemini Mind"

What makes us attracted to one another? is it the look of their eyes when they look into ours?, the way they look at us everyday like the first time? (you know lighting up like a christmas tree), or the way their beautiful, long (past the waist),dark hair looks that always gets my....our attention when it's down and wet.......(careful)  Whatever the feeling is it's indescribable to those who have never been through it, having felt this many times it still gives me chicken skin (goose bumps) when it does happen....... not all of those situations go the way we want them to, the girl or guy could be with someone and on the surface could look happy, but upon further learning, you find out that it was just what I like to call "surface happiness" and that things at home couldn't be happier. But after talking and hanging around them for a while you find that feeling you got when you first saw them wasn't just on the surface it's deeper so deep in fact that every time you talk to them or are around them you are completely and utterly under their power (they just don't know it yet)  and it's takes time for you to realize that, then that's when you think they are with somebody but can't (at least at the moment) express it back to you whether it's because of the kids they have together....or something else, none the less your feelings will make a mind of their own no matter how much you fight it (try as you might) you clearly had no chance though your intentions were to respect the life they had before you at first, you now find yourself wishing for them to be with you, so till that day happens you try to go out and "have fun" with others but once someone truly catches your attention you will have fun but not at the level that you're used to.........Now-a-days relationships have soo many different meanings that it's hard to figure out what anyone is anymore the things we are willing to put up with just to feel a small measure of joy, happiness, whatever. But often times when we're on cloud 9 we tend to miss out on the things around us........in this case the people who are single and have been really good friends to us (cool people) but never seem to get thought about  in the way they see the one who makes their heart skip-a-beat.......but for the guys and girls who continue to hold on to the hope that one day we can be looked at the same way, our time will come I promise but it will come when the time is right, having been on both sides of this I know, but I also know that the haves tend not to care about the have-nots and telling me that I'm looking too hard, and when I don't that's when that person will come, doesn't hold much weight when you have two or three people who are around you (that are interested in you) were as I have none and keep avoiding the wrong ones, cause who wants to settle with someone who shows us affection when it's convenient for them? Being around someone who makes you feel things like no other only to have them respond to someone else makes it seem hopeless and if you were to have that one chance.....(just one) would make your year but alas we continue being the "bestie" or "brother"/"sister" as all hopeless romantics become.....................

To be continued..............