So...got a competition coming up in March, for bodybuilding that is. For the most part, I'm always very confident when going in because of training and whatnot but to tell ya the truth, after the holidays, I'm a bit nervous. I really slacked through the months of November and December on my workouts and dieting, then I picked back up in January and started slacking again in early February.
I still like to think I'm in pretty good shape but nowhere near am I in first place shape. Most of ya'll would know by now that I am all about eating good food, having fun, and living a life full of thrills, passion, and kinkiness :P
However, during competition time, I do kind of go into the, "robotic" mode when it comes to training. I haven't however been doing that.
So, it's put me in a bit of a rutt I think. A couple of my good friends, friends whom I grew up with will be competing are all looking as sharp as I've ever seen them, their symmetry is on the money and have a great blend of aesthetics and mass so that there's plenty of fullness to the muscle.
Me well, lol, yeah hehe. So...I just thought I'd rant about that.
Now I got some time till later March, but not a lot, so I'm going to try and start motivating myself to really get back into the "zone" or so to speak. Anyone, truly, can make excuses, complaining about work, school, all that, but I'm a firm believer that if you take up a responsibility than you should adhere to those duties. Haven't really done that.
Hmm...maybe I should spend less time masturbating and more time doing cardio.
-Jeff
