Bubbles's blog: "Me"

So you all know I've been dating a guy for little over a month now. Well, some of you anyway. I haven't been around much because my classwork has gotten pretty heavy (remind me never to take 5 classes at the same time again) and I have been spending a good deal of time with him as well as with my bff Melissa. Kudos to her as she landed a decent job, works 40 hours a week, and possibly works in the same building as Nikki Sixx. She saw him the other day and he complimented her. She's had this major celebrity crush on him for who knows how long. I got a call from her that day and listened to her gush over him for about a half hour. It was hialrious.

Anyway.. onto the main reasons for this blog.

Been dating a guy who has seemed to walk out of an amazing dream. I don't want to say it out loud, but I'm falling head over heels for him. I know he is for me too. I feel a little apprehensive about it though only because the last time I loved someone I got skewered right through the heart. At least that's what it felt like anyway. I feel very safe with him though and that's not a feeling I get too often. I've also never been instantly drawn to someone before. It's a little unnerving. When I'm near him I want to be touching him in some way, even if it's just his arm around my shoulder or holding hands with him. I've also been good. Those of you who know me know what I'm talking about and I'm surprised with myself, but happy about it. He's in no rush either, which is just as amazing, though don't think we don't think about it. We're no angels. Just two people trying not to rush into anything. I feel as if this relationship could last, if you know what I mean. I'm not putting my actual though on the subject down even here because I'm still in shock of how I feel about it.

On a differnet topic, I've been doing a lot of thinking about my studies and career. I'm sticking with what I've put my mind to and that's to become a Registered Dietician. The thing I want though is to stop going to school full time and find a full time job. I need the money and my parents could definately use the help paying for my tuition and books needed for classes. If I find a full time job and change school to only part time, which would be only 2-3 classes at a time instead of 4-5, then I think I could focus and learn the material much better which would in turn help me in the long run when applying for a very competitive internship and the dreaded test to become a Registered Dietician.

One other thing..

Is it ok to want to be a housewife?