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Today I woke up and could not utter a word. It was not because I could not speak it was mearly because when I opened my mouth to speak nothing would allow itself to come out. I have been sitting here in the silence for a while. I do not understand the silence. Is it just because I have nothing to say. Is it because I am afraid of what I might say if any sound comes out of me. I know that my life is not my own anymore. I started to change some time ago. I let peices of me go and pushed them out of my way, because they didnt fit in my life. Who I was, was pushed out of the way as well. But I didnt notice I was doing was I forgot to replace the things I was getting rid of with new things. And so now I have left myself an empty shell. I am afraid I don't know who I am any more or what I will become in the future because of this all. All I know is all of this is what pushed me into complete silence. Will I ever get my heart back so my voice will follow it, because as it stands I have no voice in this world and the Silence is Deafening...

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People come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, nor will you know that you are to learn something until AFTER it has happened. But when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will affect your life in a profound way and sometimes things happen to you that may seem painful and unfair at first but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power, or heart. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, lost moments of happiness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul without these tests your life is a straight flat road to no where. Learn a lesson in life each day you live. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything you can!! Live life to the fullest as you may not be around tomorrow!!! Live dangerous once in a while taking chances and keeping it exciting!

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How do you open up your mind and your heart to the same thinng at the same time. I have found this man and he is the only person that has ever gotten my heart to open up. When have started falling for him I knew that he was the one who was going to make my heart melt. I am now head over heels for him. But now that my heart is open wide I am loving wih everything I have and everything I am, I am vulnerable and I am scared. I want to understad why my heart is so willing to endure everything, the joys the sadness, the heart ache and the pain, but still see The beauty in everything he has to offer it. But my mind sees all these things and trys to close the door of the heart and just keep a safe distance the the tears and the smiles, because with one you must always know that the other will follow. How should I go? Should I ignore my brain and endure what my heart wants, or ignore my heart and know logically what should happen. Is there actually room for logic in love, or is love (true love) simply illogical and unexplainable. Answer me this. What would you do if your heart is holding on for dear lif and your brain was the thing trying to pull it away. Fight to stay or go away? PLease comment on this and tell me your thoughts....
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