PART OF ME HATES YOU's blog: "Cold black heart"

My heart it has stopped beating My soul no longer exists All of this has happened Because of this Harsh words were said Now our love is dead Tho my body many roam this earth The love and emotions die today For all of those who know me It all ends today The pain the suffering All of the shit The old Nova dies Welcome this heartless, Soulless prick. The game is over once it's said and done. I hold the key to my life and only I can say who is number one. Life is over this I see over is the light that was once called Nova and the darkside will emerge something filled with nothingness

Well it is over To much has been said an done Stole my heart had some fun A fucking joke Is all I was to you A fucking Joke Ha how funny are you Played my heart Stole my soul Left my life with such a whole I need to fill this void you left Need to mend my broken heart For this I say before I part I loved my than life itself But now I guard my heart again Not letting love grow within For this I know can not be true To hear those words I LOVE YOU My heart is broken Shattered and torn Battered Beaten and worn I gave my heart to you Oh god why, what did I do? Punish me if you must Because the burning embers I once had They now are just dust

My life is but a vast wasteland Where nothing is ment to live My heart is now broken With nothing left to give Missing the one's I love Stuck in these prison walls But the walls I have are only in my head Wishing, wanting for all of this Just to be dead Death to all the monsters and demons Living in my head Death to all the insanity To all the pain and hurt. To be normal! Do I know how? Missing all my loved ones now My soul is dying My heart it grows weak Scared to look inside Afraid to take a peek The monsters and demons That live inside My god .... They are starting to scare even me!! Everyone has their own monsters and demons to deal with at one time or another and this is what makes us make or break our lives. I faced all my monsters from the past and put them all to rest, the demons that once haunted me, well I thoughtI passed the test, but the test of time showed them they have nothing over me. You have to let the past go if you want to be free. I learned this from someone special friend to me and she helped me let my past go. I can never find a way to repay her in my lifetime or hers.

No more pain No more tears Now that my cold black heart beats no more Noo more will I let love exist within me I have failed my heart so my soul goes dim The burning light that once shined bright Now burns with the darkness of night The iceman has come and took the flame away My hearts a frozen wastelandand And winter is here to stay