Chris aint really family but he's WAY TOO GOOD for the dont know thing/heading,whatever.Hime and I started talking right after I joined here and went from friends to being lovers(so to speak) to IDK.
The thing is I was sooooooooooooo flipping crazy over him,still am but with the fact that we don't talk any more,no more cute little messages,nothing.I'm feeling like he's advoiding me and the truth be told I feel it's for the best.
I love him and I do adore him,any girl who would get him would be lucky.Soometimes I just wish that girl was me.The last time we spoke he said that he missed me and that he still loved me.
I honestly want to believe that but I did something stupid and I don't think we'd ever be right again.
Sometimes I wonder if losing a friend do to mistakes or even a loved one to do mistakes is worth what you did in the first place.
The answer for sure is no.
So I guess the lesson in this case is think carefully before you do.
