I'm North, as we all know
I could have gone with West
And I could have been very happy
I could have been treated in a way I am not used to
I could have been a part of his family
I could have taken the leap
I could have tried to learn how to be in West's area.
But since I am North, I never change
I am staying with East
Am unwilling to throw away what we have built up
I know he will be good to me
I know he will be what I need him to become
I am not fooling myself this time
We can be on the phone for 1 hour and not say anything.
This has been the hardest decision for me to make
When you are looking at two wonderful directions
You are already planted with one
How or why would you change the scenery?
If I cared less for either East or West this might be easy
But I care so much for East
I was starting to develop feelings for West.
I know being North I could go in any direction I choose.
So I am choosing East
Hoping I can cope with the cold seasons
And the dry spells.
I will remember West in the fondest ways, always the good never the bad.
I will remember our late night talks and of course the Coffee.
So this is my apology to both East and West.
East I am falling for you
West I could have
East I want to only be with you
West I could have felt the same way with different timing.
East You are more to me than you know
West I will think about you often.
So being North I should explain more
Brad you are what I have always been looking for, and for awhile I did not think you appreciated me. I made you East because East is cold, and at that moment you were to me.
Sean you know you are West, You did not take me for granted, and were there for me when I needed someone the most in the Hospital. for that I am grateful for, and always will be.
So with Rachel being North, I will stay cool in the winters with East by my side.
