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Miss T's blog: "Children"

created on 09/26/2006  |  http://fubar.com/children/b6951
I am writing today about my son and all other children. How special they are. Also how they can change your life in a big way. When I got pregnant with my son I was with a man whom I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. But things didn't turn out that way. After trying for 3 years to get me pregnant, when he finds out that I am he left. After my son was born he wanted me to give him to my mom and dad, and leave with him. NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!! Well that didn't happen. I am not sure what happened but as soon as I felt my son move inside me something about me changed. When my son was born, I was a mother. He was my life. Something hit me at that moment and I stopped all my old ways. I knew I had to be his mommy no matter what the Devil brought our way. I prayed everyday that God keep my son and I safe and for him never to be taken from me. So many things came our way that sometimes I felt like giving up. Like he would be better off with someone else. But that wasen't true. I was told time and time again that I was a bad mother, that wasen't true either. I have seen bad mothers and I am not in any way have been or ever will be a bad mother. OK well if I am a bad mother for taking care of my son, provding everything he not only needs but what he wants as well, then I dont want to be right. I am a great mother even thought it sounds kinda selfish to say so myself, but if I dont then noone will. I am not only a good mother to my own son but to everyone elses as well. My nephew Trey lived with me until he was 3 and I had my own son. Then he went to live back with his mother and step-father at that time. They bring him to me every weekend so they can go get drugs and have fun, as they call it. To me as a mother that is not fun. Spending time, that I will never get back, with my son is more fun than anything I can think of. Some women have babies and throw them in dumpsters. Some women have abortions because a baby would get in the way. Some women leave there children with someone else, only to never return for them. Some women choose a man over there children. Some women kill there children. Some women beat there children. Some women eat while there children go hungry. NOW WHO THE HELL HAS THE RIGHT TO CALL ME A BAD MOTHER? NOONE, MY SON IS HEALTHY, HAPPY AND STILL WITH ME NOT IN SOME FOSTER HOME OR GRAVE YARD... CALL ME A BAD MOTHER NOW. I am not a great mother on my own THE LORD JESUS CHRIST has helped me thru everything the Devil has put me thru. Hes never let me give up. He said if I bring you to it, I will bring you thru it. And he does. Thank you for listening. I will go for now. Bye
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