WikdClownz69's blog: "Confusion Is The Consensus"

Chapter VII Damien's Rum Diaries... We're sitting in the room right now where we ALL are and someone said the one man who said, "The Whole World is a Stage" (Elvis) was right. That's Cool I guess. TRIPPED OUT It's against my beliefs. I have strong beliefs about that too. I'm not cool with that shit. You're Trippin' Man. FILL THE SILENCE We could trade notebooks. Relax, it's only a phase. Yeah, I always feel like people talk just to fill the Silence. I WANNA BE JACKIE ONASIS I WANNA BE JACKIE OH, OH, OH, OH PLEASE DON'T DIE BABY, SHE LOST HER POOR BABY SWITCHING PENS IS HARD TO DO... When Angels and Devils play is it considered Fun or is it War? Frolicking or Thunder? Like when it rains it's God or the Angels Crying. Is it really Fact or is it all just a pack of Lies? When Do I get to know WHY? What really is the whole Master Plan all about? Is their really Ulterior Motives to the whole thing called Life? To even come close enough to understand, we must not be so preoccupied with our own selves for a change. Selfishness sucks. I can be Selective when it comes to SELF-LESS-NESS. Bridges over Los Angeles County down to the harbor all Rivers flow, bringing with them all the shit from all over the South Bay. EXAMPLE: A Butter-fly shits in the water up on Mt. Baldy and kills a dolphin off of Pt. Fermin because of contamination of the fish it ate. Or the ever more popular, A Butter Fly flaps its wings on one side of the world, causing a typhoon to wipe out a whole nation of people. So long and thanks for all the FLEAS, quit scratchin that itch. You're slowly killing us all, City of Angels, or is it really a City of LOST Angels, trying to find our way back to the ALL, Heaven? We are all here to try and learn how to be God-Like again in order to regain entrance to Heaven. In order to be God-Like, we must first learn Compassion, Love, Honesty and Understanding. But How do you teach all that to a mass of people who won't even listen to themselves, much less anyone else? Well, first we have to start off by getting their attention, something really loud and obnoxious and In Your Face. Like maybe I should dress up in a TIGGER suit and jump and skip around in front of them until they Really See Me. We just want everybody to have fun here now. That's all. If it makes people uncomfortable, well, then FUCK THEM if they have no sense of humor and can't take a fucking Joke. They're taking everything WAY too fucking seriously nowadays anyways. Let's get rid of all the RAIN-DOGS of the world and Tap Dance all over their remains when we are through. Now that would be having Fun. Just DANCE Muther-Fucker, DANCE! Or more like, DIEMOTHERFUCKERDIE! That would definitely be more like it, don't you think so? I think so. But we just have to be sure to changes the names so as to Protect the 'Innocent' like me. I'M SENSITIVE AND I'D LIKE TO STAY THAT WAY. In order to understand being here at all we have to be slightly bent, a tad bit twiztid, a little Off-Kilter, Ya know what I mean...? Beauty that sits off on another street corner slowly shaking off another night of sleeping contently alone, or is she really, truly content being alone? Is anyone ever truly content being alone? Clothes are way too small or are we too Big for our own Britches? We are actually living way closer to the edge than we are willing to admit. Strange Dreams fill our heads nowadays because they are silent warning sounds as to what’s really wrong with the World today. Some are Way Too NOSY For Their Own Good! A STORY: Psychotic People hanging out of High Rise Vans with Shot-Guns and heavy artillery. I'm trying to get everyone's attention to warn them about the Van and Psycho Man. Trips Into the caves and downstairs we go to find the Ghosts Of The Past and weird Sucker-Like Creatures that might take over your Body and Soul. Don't be timid when it comes to Self-Expression. Of all the things, don't ever deny your True Self. At the same time, Never misinterpret Self-Expression for Self-Centeredness. The Plot against...: If I was to do something like that, I'd use my .7 mm rifle with a high powered scope and go up top that Tan Building over there with my Iced Latte and sit there and wait for six or seven hours. It would be a clear shot as straight as an arrow from there. I'd have at least an Eighty-Five to Eighty-Nine percent chance of getting them right behind the ear from there. And it would only be certain people down here that I'd aim at. You know who I mean, too. Then after I was finished, I would walk up to the local cafe and get me a sandwich or something, and then I'd call it a night and go home like nothing ever happened... SHEEPS GO TO HEAVEN? GOATS GO TO HELL? Tommy DeLucas: The Lost Children with no idea as to where they are going in Life, much less who they are yet, file in and out the doors like Cattle and Sheep being corralled into the Slaughter. One by one, they step all over each other with someone in their way all around each other. Step in line, walk on by on your way to death. Just stay out of my bubble on your way by, please. Fill the Silence, Cut through the Void Where your head should be, I'm so annoyed Predictable Babel, I know what comes next You Silly Sheep didn't even study for the Test Blindly Follow the Next In Line You've begotten a Generation of Swine They're all so Blind Back to your Hometown, You're not from around Here, We do things different We dance to a whole 'nother sound The Letter of the Day Is the Price We Pay In The End... Damien inner dialogue: Do you really know who's in Charge? Who's really running the show that I am watching all around you tonight? Are you a participant or are you a J.A.F.O. (just another fucking observer)? Predictable patterns amongst the background of Chaos of this place. We've seen the movements of these patterns repeat before our eyes many times over. Do you want to remain a part of the Ballistic Ballet that this Joke, Life has become? So if Tomorrow never comes, are you prepared to accept IT for what IT is? I am content where I sit and if it does end, I know I've had a very good and fulfilling life, and that peoples memories of ME will be my TRUE IMMORTALITY of my Soul. Even though You're Not With Me, I'm With You... Knowing that is what keeps me smiling even in the face of ADVERSITY. Just knowing I'm not a Fucking PUPPET is enough to make me Jump For Joy. Knowing that I can Share that with everyone I meet is even better. Making a Difference in someone's life or day because I made them Smile is just a downright Awesome Feeling. Those Knowing will smile back and acknowledge the gift and say Thank You. Me, I keep walking the streets looking for what's mine, looking for what I still haven't Found... HER-THE ONE! I take note of everyone and everything around me all the time. Everything I see I take note of, and write certain 'Catch-Phrases' , if you will, that will trigger the memories in detail. Almost Kind of like a faucet of thought or a flood gate of Memory. Of Course, I don't see everything all the Time. I'm not PERFECT, Nor will I be until I'm finished. The day we are even close to Perfect is the day we are DEAD and in the ground. Then it starts all over again. The Nightmare or the Dream Come True... Be careful what you WISH for, You just might Get it. What is Really FOR REAL? Plastic Gods and idols cover the wall in what is 'HER ROOM' with a view of all the Chaos Beneath Her that She is the Cause of. The Little games we all play to disguise the fact that we DON'T even know the half of what IT'S all about. I'm not your Tour Guide but I will give you hints as to what to be Looking for In Life. Please don't put me in the Spotlight, but Everyone Look At ME! I want to be the center of Attention, but I don't want to be seen at all. But in the end, We Are ALL STORY FODDER!!! And morning doesn't happen until Sundown in this Place. Smile, it's Sundown Now, the Bars are closing, kick everyone out except those Who Know What's Up, the Opposite of Down. Which is who and where I am at now! It all comes back to the center on every road you travel, kuz each road is the same story, just a different perspective... Clear the Sickness from the Streets NOW! Get the Fuck out of my CHAIR, once again you are taking up my fucking SPACE, You Fucking Piece Of SHIT! Don't keep coming to me with your sorry azz fucking Sob Story. It's time you realize that we are cutting away the Dead flesh so as not to contaminate the rest of the body like Cancer. We're getting rid of all the Useless Crap that is no longer Useful. YOU'RE USELESS! Of all the pathetic stories I've heard, yours is pretty lame. It's a damn shame you weren't paying attention when the time came to take notes on exactly HOW you are supposed to do this. Go ahead and Lie to Me and Try to deceive me with those old stories that seem to surround us these days. What's the matter, does it make you uncomfortable that I'm not paying attention to you now? Ask yourself WHY I am not paying attention to you. Really think hard and long about it. It's not that hard to figure out WHY? Is it? So just pass on bye if you see that I'm more interested in what I'm doing rather than playing your little game again. Like I've said before, I don't have time for your REINDEER GAMES. That's Just LIFE!!!??? Get used to it. From here on out You all will be ignored because of the simple fact that YOU don't know how to pay attention. Let Go, Go ahead and just let it go, it was Never yours in the First place. Breath in through those Holes I just put in your lungs with my Shot-Gun... Breathe Real Deep, Mother FACKO! Just LET IT GO NOW!!!! HA-HA-HA! WITH OUR WITHOUT YOU I WILL DO IT...@!!! Let's give them ALL guns and lock them in a room and let them take care of the whole problem amongst themselves. That way we don't have to get our PRETTY Little INNOCENT Hands dirty with their SICKLY BLOOD!!! Huh? STOP! You're giving me a headache by making me have to stoop down to YOUR INTELLIGENCE LEVEL. I hate having to think DOWN. It hurts Way too much. The Dis-Ease: I am aged, older than my physical bodies' years betray. I have Slept for EONS waiting for a time such as this, when all the Worlds Defenses are down and you all are UN-Expecting All the Easier for me to plant my seed of Doubt (NEVER) in the collective Sub-Conscious Mind of all You SHEEP. Because you all have stopped paying attention to all the little things, it made it all the more easier for me to slip by unnoticed and unheard and make myself at home. I'm keeping myself alive and getting fat off all your negativity. I have come to take your soul. Speaking Backwards in tongues so you can't understand exactly what's going on until it's too late to do anything. So much more than you will ever know, You are OURS, MINE, ANTI-PLAGUE, You all are the FUCKING PLAGUE, So You must NOW DIE! Damien InnerThoughts: Eliminate the Sick and the Weak. Survival of the fittest and You have Been Deemed UN-Fit to Continue with your existence! Time to pack your bags (body bags) and Get the FUCK OUT! Go Far Away and Never Come Back! So Much For MEMORIES! You ARE THE NEW ABORTION! TIME TO DIE! Don't you recognize the patterns yet? Can't you see the trend, the FAD? you are Another Pattern! YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL! Okay, now that I've got your attention...Let's get down to the Real Business at hand! LIFE! Making Faces in the face of Life and all of it's facades. Laugh at yourself and everyone else's follies kuz if you can't laugh then you are too stuck on yourself. We will be Never Forever More, Never More. What stands before us is NEVER, and we must deal with our own Creation, Forever More, because upon the 'morrow, it will be NEVER MORE. Today is merely Yesterday's Tomorrow, so just Let It Go. When you finally are able to let it go, you will be free to concentrate on what IS real and what needs to be taken care of. Join into the Dance of Life and Play the game knowing that You KNOW what's really going on here. If these words seem like gibberish to you, it's for a reason...You don't understand the Language of the ALL. In due time, you will if you have been chosen to, so be patient. Otherwise, don't worry about it until it's your time. In Due time, we will all have our turn at Learning About The All.