They went for a few drinks at the bar next door, she found an instant friend in the bartender, as they sat and chit-chatted while he played pool with the guys.She felt good and the empty spot was buried deep into her heart. She was free from worry, and she felt alive. She took a dollar to the jukebox and played some of her wild crazy music everybody but her hated, she didn't care it made her feel good, between the new man in her life and the alcohol, Jesse was developing ,or awaken another personality. The sexy party girl by night, by break of dawn , the ugly depressed out of control looser who lost her kids.She felt she needed this personality to balance out, to stay strong. As dumb as it might sound, her reasoning was, if she would party and to have fun to kill the pain, she would balance out the fear and low self esteem she had during the day, so while she went through this long process of courts, case plans, caseworkers, and not having her kids by her side all the time, she would be too busy to think about it and at night she wouldn't have to think about it at all, this should keep her strength up long enough to make it happen. But even she didn't count on this blowing up to a huge thing that would effect both of them for the rest of their lifes.She never assumed that she would start to get wrapped up in the world he lived in.They started make the nightly moonlight swim a routine thing, she enjoyed the water cascading through every ripple of he naked body, it felt soothing, and Bob, his touch and kisses excited her. He knew the right places to kiss her to send her to the moon and back.She let out her frustrations and anger out in their lovemaking. The eruption of her sweet lava, was relief to her, and he enjoyed drinking up every dribble, that came from her wet pussy. She decided tonight to return the favor so she kissed his mouth tasting herself on him acted like an aphrodisiac
