i recently made some huge personal changes based on my own personal values...and even though i am not doubting the choices i made i can't help but miss the people that i had to delete from my life. i have a huge issue with lack of consideration for other people & because of this i recently ditched the guy i was dating and dismissed my best friend. i know this all sounds kinda shallow and callous, but there were many repeat occurrences by each of these 2 ppl having major disregard for me and my feelings...even bordering on what i felt was extremely irratic behavior in regard to my best friend...i anguished over this choice for quite a while before making the final decision. i still miss him and her. he and i have decided to remain pals. but she has been more or less removed from my life all together. is it odd to expect respect from those closest to you? common courtesy? i don't think so!
i've always been the kind of person that processes information for a while then takes action w/o looking back...for long. i mean c'mon...i ended a decade long marriage and have yet to wonder what if. i dunno....i guess this all stems from the fact that the former best friend has decided that she won't accept that we are no longer friends...
ugh! i despise drama & now i feel that she will inevitabley cause me to take part in some.
