I was just thinking today how much my life has changed since last year. I have moved on to a better relationship and a better man. Someone that truely cares for me even when I am not being the easiest person to get along with (and lately that seems to be often) I was told that you hit a peak of maturity around your late 20's, has anyone else relaized this? Last year starting mid September I was a major party girl, bar hopping every weekend, driving to Grand Rapids acrossed the state to party and staying up late even on work nights and draggin ass to work everyday. Money was hard and I was really struggling. After the New Year of 06 I started to calm a little, I was again dating a guy I had dated for 6 month in 04 but it was put on hold, he went to Iraq and I went back to my abusive bf. I started spending a lot of my weekends in Bad Axe which is 2 hours NE of me to see him. As the year went on I started seeing less and less of my good friend Jen, now I see her only on my lunch hour and when we do shows together. My other friend Jamie, whom is like a sister to me was still around till lately, she has a new bf now and I rarely see her. The main reasons I don't really see them anymore is because I feel I am on a different level then them, all though we are all 27 (me in June, Jen in Aug. & Jamie in Sep.) I feel I have hit my mature peak before them. Nothing against them they are still great people, I just have dreams and I am to old to play games and let my dreams stay idle in the dark. I have realized the things I need to sacrifice to succeed with my goals, and partying and staying up late on nights I have to work is past me now. I was happy to hear Jen say that she has cut back on over spending, but she still has things to imporve and I belive she will Jamie on the other had I am waiting for her lol.... I am not struggling like I was with money and I feel confedent that I know where my money is (funny what balancing your check book can do)I am in the process of looking for a house and start a new life with the man I love, something that seemed so distant in the past but is now in my grasp. I am looking at going back to school I'm looking at Physical therapy which is something that I would have never thought about. I Everyday I have a better feeling about my life and where it is going. I have good feelings about this year and I hope that the are true...
