So....I had a best friend who was a female. Been friends with her since 2002. People always thought something was going on between us. Never once did I make a pass at her. There was also speculation about if her kid was mine or not. Well It was def. not mine....but anyways thats besides the point... I had a near fatal car accident in 2004. She was at the hospital every day at my side. She was my best friend out of everyone. Well she meets this guy she gets all happy which im glad. She needed. But he didn't like me. Not a surprise. Cause why? Cause he thought we were doing something... Well he up and straight moves to texas taking my friend with him. Just to get her away from me. I didn't know all this until about half hour ago. I havent heard from her in 6 months... Then I finally get a reply from her and she is in texas.. I have just lost my best friend. She doesn't have a cell phone and she doesnt have a computer. So basically my best of best friends took off out of my life without telling me anything or even saying good bye for that matter. Anyway... I just had to say it on here cause I'm sure as hell not talking about my feelings to anyone of my friends. So you can kind of guess what kind of mood im in....