1197554's blog: "Plot-Two"

Current mood: breezy

Over the weekend I took out four of my piercings (Snakebites, Monroe, and Septum). I'm planning on dying my hair blonde, perhaps a hair cut as well.

You know, I'm not really sure. There could be a million and one reasons for it.
Part of me is going with: I'm all about change. Shocking people. Trying to keep them on their toes. Surely they won't expect me to do any of these three things.

Another part is going with: I'm moving in June. New state. New home. Soon to be living in a city. I don't know anyone there. This is my shot at being a whole other person. So I should go back to the plain canvas I was when I was 13.

Then there's the third part: Everyone prejudges. I'm sick of people looking at me and thinking I'm some kind of druggie. That I probably go out and sleep with whoever the guy of the week is since I'm always walking around with a bunch of males. I'm sick of people thinking I'm a horrible person for no real reason at all.

Then the fourth part of me is being pulled between those three different views.

I've been asked about my tattoo. If I regret it or anything yet.
Nope, I don't. After I move, I'm going to be living horribly close to that band. Know what that means? Going to every single show.
Sure having a tattoo messes with my "plain canvas" theory a bit. But I love my tattoo. So I don't mind the fact that it's always going to be there.

Currently listening: This Is Our Revenge By With Honor Release date: 18 October, 2005