Ya know, I thought it was something I could do. But moments ago I just realized I can't. mush like the post I did before this on casual sex, I think I fit where the lady had said..
"I think a lot of times women are looking for a sort of physical intimacy or closeness, and will sometimes allow themselves to engage in casual sex to feel some of that physical closeness. Then afterwards [they] realize they're not getting what they really wanted, and that can be depressing."
so, am in it for the wrong reasons. Making my mind think one thing when my being seeks something else. Ya know, I'd be ok with an fwb, but and that is a big but, I am not ok with being one of many. but I guess to narrow down an fwb who is in to just one is almost a relationship. Couldn't it be just an open relationship? like see other people but just have sex with one person or if shit starts to get deep, leave the option of backing out or moving forward.
I guess I just don't know what I want, but then again if the guy is really into me it wouldn't matter how long he waits to have me.
