Wandering through my own desolation,
Seeking a window out of this darkness.
This soul has become my cold prison,
The dogma of love has left me faithless.
Like an empty smile there is something missing,
From the lewd remarks and vile requests.
Should I be on my knees confessing?
It seems that my life is one big morality test.
But please, tell me, who are you to judge me?
I know all those dirty secrets that you hide.
The crown bears heavily on the mighty.
Only a fool hides behind a mask of pride.
Some unconditional love predicated on condition.
How easily I was duped into believing your lies.
You will never be forgiven for this sedition.
Your treacherous ways my explanation defies.
My heart sings a final requiem for our love.
I am resigned to the failure of my dreams.
And from this mangled wreckage I will rise above.
This car crash nightmare will end sooner than it seems.
-VT