I find myself at an impasse as I am grounded with no short-term objectives in mind, and no crew. My previous of the latter were inept, and unwilling to focus themselves on a single goal, but rather deciding on branching out by themselves and placing all stock in their own endeavors. Their demise was begun with -CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR- I think, and it's end was met with an inception of sorts, a new chapter in my own fate. Anyway, enough about what's over and done with.
I have a feeling that....scratch that, a horrifying nightmare that the lapse in activity I've been trudging through is going to change incredibly suddenly. I'm really really really fucking worried about something that I can't mention, but if it happens it'll change the rest of my life. It's something I'm not ready for, I haven't planned on, and I'll be looked down on by everybody if it happens. I can't even say anything about what it would involve, because I don't need anyone to worry. No one deserves that.
Waiting, waiting, waiting....