You come over. We talk a bit. Stare at each other. Smile often. You look in my soul and it makes you wonder why my heart says no. The connection is undenialable.
We don't always agree or get along yet somehow we manage to make each other feel like our love is all we need. Your lips touch mine so softly just once. That one time becomes two and from there our lips lock. You hold me and our energy's mix. There's something more than both of us are willing to openly admit.
I'm not sure what I want in life though I'm sure I can't let you go. Why do I try to push you away? Why can't I tell you how I really feel about you? If what we have is real, then why are we playing these games with each other?
Can you please tell me with words what you say with your actions? Have I told you how my heart races and how I smile at the thought of being with you? It's you that makes me happy.
I love your smell, the way you make me feel inside, the quirky things you say and the silly things you do. I can't think for you regardless of how hard I try. I don't want to doubt you. So will you open up to me? Even if we can't be together, I want to know how you feel. I love our differences. If timing is everything, how much longer should we wait?
