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With everything going on at the moment I am having such a difficult time concentrating or focusing on anything at all. I can't keep it together, when I think I am doing okay, something else hits me and I lose it again. For once I am totally emoish, and I hate it. I don't think my heart could be yanked or smashed to anymore pieces.
I have so much more shit going on in my life then just that, I swear I am having anxiety attacks!! I am tired as hell, but at the same time I don't want to go to sleep, its only 9 pm and I already wake up around 7 no matter how late I go to sleep.
I just wish I knew how to make this easier, all of it, not just certain parts of everything.
