After two and half years I now have to start my life over. I put all my time into believing he was mister right, when truth was he was mister cheater. I guess I feel stupid for believe all the lies and bull-shit. Now I just wonder how I'll ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I shared my heart and my bed with this man, and things will never be the same. How can someone made love to someone then go tell someone else on the phone or computer they all them? I've never understood how that works. I guess some people don't care about hurting others. So what now....long lonely nights on the computer trying to figure out what's so damn special about this on-line world, and figure where do I go from here?
