Monkey Butter's blog: "a juggalo is..."

Sup Juggalos,
The last Sermon I talked about how ninjas don't find the Dark Carnival, the Dark Carnival finds them.  I also talked about how Ninjas can feel each other's presence.  Well some of you might even feel a presence when you are by yourself.  Could it be the Wraith?  Could it be God or an angel or spirit of some sort?  I've had an opportunity to talk to some of you face to face.  I've had the blessing of being able to hear your voices on a telephone.  The Ninjas that I talked to all had almost the same thing to say.  They all had a calling.  Something that told them "pssst you could help out".  Some folks don't understand what it means to give completely of yourself.  It's hard to fathom that you felt God calling your name.  I was sitting in my barracks room by myself when I was stationed at Sima Norfolk, Va.  I had been online talking to ninjas and hearing their stories about their lives.  It was almost as if I could feel their pain through the computer.  Like their anguish was so deep that it reached me through the phone wires.  I was never much of a religious man at the time.  I was like everyone else in my genre, I knew about faith and god through either what my parents told me or through what I have had the blessings of seeing through exploring the realm of the unknown myself.  I was really feeling the pain of this one Ninjette, everyone online was.  And I actually prayed, it was the only thing that I could think about doing at the time.  It was the only thing I could physically do for her.  I asked God,  what can I do, how do I make a difference?  And God's answer me came in a dream and in my minds eye.  He said "LOVE THEM".  It seems very simplistic an answer, almost unsatisfying yet it made so much sense.  LOVE THEM, that is my calling to serve God was to "LOVE THEM". 

You see, it's starting to make sense.  What are the problems that are facing the Juggalo Family?  We need unity.  Well if I LOVE THEM I can get ninjas talking to each other about their lives and we can eventually feel a commonality to unite under a common goal.  We are misunderstood.  Well if I LOVE THEM then I can listen to their words and see where they are coming from.  Some Ninjas just need a homie.  Well Ninja if I LOVE YOU doesn't that make me your homie.  Some Ninjas need a family to call their own. Well Ninja if I LOVE YOU and care and nurture you doesn't that make me your father or your brother.

Many Juggalos will tell you that I have never pushed God on them. You see to me God and Love are the same thing, you can call them whatever name you want.  I'm willing to bet that it is all part of the Life Force, that Energy of Love that circumvents around and listens to us and guides us, a name is not important.  Besides LOVE is offered it isn't jammed down someone's throat. It isn't forced on you.  No forcing love isn't love I believe mortal man calls that rape and besides I believe that a I can take a person a bottle of Faygo but I can't make them crack the top and drink it.

Ninjas, My calling in life is to serve the Dark Carnival.  To serve you and to LOVE YOU.  Even if you don't return that love.  I pray that I have been able to make a positive impact on your life and I hope that one day you too will find your calling in life, your place in this world.  There is a place for everyone, you need only to hear it call you.