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What are you waiting for?
When you get hurt as bad I as did recently you have to reflect on things and wonder what is the cuase of it. Based on a voicemail that I received from a person that I can not live with out in my life. I have been a terrible person. Let her down tremendously. It gets worst. She will no longer talk with me or want to have anything to do with me. There is no reason for me to go into the details of everything as it doesnt really matter the result becuase I am looking for the cuase
In my life my dad had tought me to be a sopporting and loving person. Always put another persons needs infront of yours. Good things till come to you. I though that I was doing that through life. But something must be wrong.
Daily I find myself alone. THe friends that I do make leave me for one reason or another. Maybe its my perception on life. I have no idea. So becuase I can not figure it out and I am in a lot of mental pain i will be leaving you all. This page will be left up as a mememory if you care to visit it.
Love you all, and may god bless you
