817170's blog: "BUTTERFLYKISES4U 1ST CHERRYTAP BLOG"

Sometimes we just need to sit very still and listen. The Lord's voice This will give you the chills.........GOOD chills. A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli."Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge,"Turn Down that street." This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection.Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. "Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk. Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here." He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?" Then the door opened before the young man could get away.The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?" The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you." The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby.I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk." His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?" The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that God still answers prayers. THIS IS A SIMPLE TEST....? If you believe that God is alive and well, send this to at least ten people and the person that sent it to you!!!!!!!! This is so true. Sometimes it's the simplest things that God asks us to do that cause us, if we are obedient to what He's asking, to be able to hear. His voice more clear than ever. Please listen, and obey! It will bless you (and the world). Phil 4:13 This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero. It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father Not ashamed Pass this on . Only if you mean it. Yes, I do Love Jesus.

WELL I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO THIS GUY FOR A WHILE NOW , AND HE FOUND ME ON A PERSONALS SITE, BUT ABOUT 2 YRS BEFORE THAT WE WHERE TALKING ALSO ABOUT MEETING SO WE BOTH KINDA KNEW A LITTLE MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE DO ABOUT MEETING A PERSON FROM A PERSONAL SITE, AND RECENTLY WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ON THE PHONE , EVERYTHING SEEMED FINE. WELL THIS ISA FRIDAY SO THINGS WHERE KIND OF CRAZY AND BUSY, SO HE GOT AT MY HOUSE I THINK AROUND 3:45 OR A LITTLE EARLIER, HE WAS WAITING ON MY FRONT PORCH AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT, MY DOORBELL HE SAID HE RANG I NEVER HEARD IT RING, I WAS ON THE 2ND STORY OF MY HOME, SO THEN I WAS ON MY REGULAR PHONE FOR A QUICK CALL AND MY CELL PHONE RINGS, AND THERE WHERE LATER I FOUND OUT SOME MESSAGES MY RINGER WASN'T WORKING RIGHT, SO THEN I CALLED HIS NUMBER BACK , AND HE CAME IN THE HOUSE TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I HAD HIM COME IN MY HOUSE, I SAID I WILL BE RIGHT BACK , I WENT TO THE BATHROOM QUICK AND BRUSHED MY TEETH AGAIN, AND BY ACCIDENT I SPRAYED THE HAIRSPRAY IN MY LEFT EYE AND IT BURNED LIKE HELL, AND I COULDN'T OPEN MY EYE TILL IT DRIED BECAUSE IT WAS ON MY EYELASHES, SO I COME WALKING OUT OF THE BATHROOM , AND I'M TALKING LIKE AND IDIOT, IM SAYING WOULD YOU LIKE A BOTTLE OF COLD WATER, AND I LOOK IN MY LIVING ROOM AND HE'S GONE , I LOOKED OUT MY FRONT DOOR HIS CAR IS GONE. HE JUST GOT UP AND LEFT WITHOUT ONE WORD TO ME TELLING ME WHY, AND IF HE DIDN'T LIKE ME FROM OUR 5 MIN CONVERSATION WHICH WAS NILL, HE COULD HAVE THE COMON DECENY TO KNOCK N THE DOOR AND ASK ME TO COME OUT AND TELL ME TO MY FACE, AFTER ALL HE KEPT TELLING ME WHAT A GREAT GUY, HONEST,CARING,AND SO MUCH DIFFERENT THEN THE GUYS I HAD DATED, YOU'LL SEE HE TOLD ME JUST LAST NIGHT TO, SO IM UNBLOCKING MY WALL AGAIN AND TRUSTING SOMEONE NOT TO HURT ME. AND OMG I DIDN'T EVEN GET OUT THE FRONT DOOR WITH THE GUY, HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM, HOW CARING AND LOYAL I AM, AND HOW NICE I AM , WAY TO DAM NICE IF YOU ASK ME. WELL I WAITED A FEW MINS TO SEE IF HE WOULD CALL ME NO CALL, SO I CALLED HE LET THE CELLPHONE KEEP RINGING AND LET THE VOICE MAIL PICK UP, AND I JUST SAID INTO THE PHONE THAT IT WASN'T RIGHT WHAT YOU DID TO ME , WHAT IS WRONG, IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE ME YOU COULD HAVE JUST SAID SO, PLUS WHAT WASN'T THERE TO LIKE IF YOUR SUCH A NICE GUY AND YOU DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE AND YOUR LAID BACK , AND IM A WAY WAY TO NICE OF A PERSON TO GET STIFFED NY ANYONE. WELL I CALLED 3 TIMES, I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE,NO ANSWER. SO I WENT ON MY COMPUTER JUST TO DO SOMETHING BECAUSE I WAS VERY UPSET, AND IM THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING AND WHAT THE HELL DID I DO THAT WAS SO BAD THAT HE JUST LEFT LIKE THAT, OR WAS IT THAT HE DIDN'T LIKE SOMETHING ABOUT ME, WHO KNOWS, BUT ANYWAYS HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT, WORTHLESS AND UGLY, EVERY GUY I HAVE EVER MET IS TRASH, A DRUNK, LIES ,CHEATS AND I MEAN CHEATED FOR 6 YRS AND I DIDN'T KNOW TILL RECENTLY, AND OF COURSE THEN COMES THE ABUSIVE MEN, WELL IM NOT TAKING BS FROM ANYONE ANYMORE, AND I MADE THAT DECISION A FEW MONTHS BACK WHEN I FINALLY GOT RID OF MY EX CHEATING BF. WELL TO END THIS I AM CRYING , AND I WAS SO DEPRESSED I COULDN'T STOP, THIS HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE TIME, I DON'T KNOW WHY I DON'T JUST GIVE IT UP. MEN DON'T WANT ME THEY WANT SOMEONE ELSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHO BUT NOT ME. SO I SEE I GOT A MESSAGES ON MY CELL PHONE AND I'M LOOKING AT IT, SO I OPENED IT TO SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES THERE WHERE OR IF HE WAS CALLING THEN... OH NO WAY JOSE, NO VOICE MAIL, NO PHONE CALL IT'S A FREAKING TEXT MESSAGE TELLING ME SORRY I HAD AND EMERGENCY, WILL CALL YOU LATER SORRY. THAT'S IT, WELL IT IS 3AM SAT MORNING NO PHONE CALL DID I GET ME, I TOLD ME 15YR OLD ABOUT IT AND SHE WASN'T TO HAPPY BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ALL OF THIS SHIT WITH ME A MILLION TIMES AND SEE'S ME CRY AND MEN TREAT HER MOTHER LIKE SHIT, NOW MY DAUGHTER IS TOUGHER THEN NAILS, I'M GLAD SHE IS. AND I SAID TO HER WELL HE WON'T BE CALLING ME BACK ANYTIME SOON. AND SHE SAID WHY MOM WHAT HAPPENED, AND I SAID NOTHING THAT'S IT, I HAVE NO IDEA. NOW THAT IS THE RUDIEST FREAKING THING ANYONE HAS EVERY DONE TO ME ON A FIRST DATE, WE DIDN'T EVEN GET OUT THE DOOR YET. WELL MY EX BF USED TO LEAVE MY HOUSE AND NOT TELL ME AND GO HOME AND IT HURT ME ALOT TO, BECAUSE HE JUST WAS NOT A MAN AND HE HAD OTHER THINGS HE HAD TO DO LOL YEAH OK RIGHT TELL ME ANOTHER STORY. SO THIS IS JUST ANOTHER ENTRY TO MY JOURNAL I GUESS OF DATING HORRORS STORIES MAYBE I WILL KEEP RIGHTING THEM I'M SURE THERE WILL BE MORE, IF I GO OUT WITH ANYONE ANY TIME SOON, BUT I DOUBT IT... IF I WROTE A BOOK ABOUT MY LIFE AND DATING MEN IT WOULD CURL YOUR TOES. AND YOU WOULD DEFINATLEY HATE MEN THAT'S FOR SURE. SO IF YOU GUY'S WHERE WONDERING WHY I HAD THAT BANNER THINGY UP THAT SAID THAT THIS IS WHY. WELL I'M TIRED AND WORN OUT FROM CRYING IM GOING TO BED ALONE LIKE I ALWAYS DO. GOOD NIGHT SWEETDREAMS.. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

THE GUY IS ALSO ON THIS SITE TO AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT TILL RECENTLY WELL FROM LOOKING AT HIS SITE, I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS GOING ON. I JUST LOVE BEING MADE A FOOL OUT OF DON'T YOU.. THIS IS ABOUT A GUY I WAS TALKING TO FOR A WHILE, WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON AND HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY COMFORTABLE, AND HE WAS VERY UNDERSTANDING, SWEET AND JUST THE PERFECT FRIEND AND COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT MORE TO. HE WILL NOT ANSWER ANY OF MY LETTERS, IMS ON YAHOO , I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, ONE NIGHT WE WHERE TALKING AND HE WAS SILENT AND I WAITED A WHILE TO SEE IF MAYBE HE HAD SOMETHING HE HAD TO DO, SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO COME BACK HE NEVER CAME BACK. THAT DAY WAS APRIL 17, 2007 I TALKED TO HIM ON YAHOO MESSENGER I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM OR TALKED TO HIM SINCE THAT DAY. HE WAS SO NICE TO ME AND WE GOT ALONG GOOD AND HE SEEMED TO BE A REALLY NICE PERSON WE SEEMED TO GET ALONG GREAT. WELL I KEEP TRYING TO GET HIM TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME AND OFFLINE MESSAGE OR WHEN IM ONLINE I TALK TO HIM BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS INVISABLE AND HE KNOWS IT, BUT NO LUCK IM HAVING SURGERY SOON AND WE HAD TALKED ABOUT THAT BEFORE HE STOPPED TALKING TO ME, WELL KNOW I GOT THE TEST RESULTS , AND I NEED THIS SURGERY AND IT COULD BE CANCER, GOD I HOPE NOT I HAVE ENOUGH BAD LUCK AS IT IS, LOOK I ALREADY LOST A FRIEND,WHICH I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, AND HE WON'T TELL ME WHY. HE TOLD ME THAT IF THERE WAS ANYTHING HE WOULD ALWAYS TELL ME. WELL I GUESS THAT WASN'T TRUE NIW WAS IT