I live in a abyss of lies and deceit.
For there is no means of escape.
Those you care about only hurt you the most.
Where all others could never even quite make a scratch like you have.
For you to block all that was is something that can never be undone.
For it remains a cruel state of all that is left of all the bullshit we have shared.
You never really know a persons real intentions.
For I did nothing at all and I get is pain for my troubles and all my kindness.
Do I become something I'm not? Can I ever feel a numb to all you've done? Is there a point where I should just say good bye and never return?
Nothing matters anymore.... All I've done is now no more because you have ruined it for everyone.
Thank you so very much.
All that once was all that I didn't do and yet all I should of done you destroyed it all with one action that can't be ever undone nor forgotten. I hope your proud of yourself.
Thank you for making me see all that can be seen when it comes to you.
Thank you for making me stronger then I was to start. Thanks for showing your true colors.
The question remains can you forgive me? Or really can I forgive you?
Nothing left but decay.....