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Yesterday I posted a blog about what's been going on for the beginning of my new year, self esteem issues, and a considered goal. I posted that blog on MySpace and TagWorld as well, and when I saw that I had a responce in MS from my bestfriend of 18 years, I figured it'd be words of encouragement and sympathy. NO!!!! She was ugly towards me and basically told me that I may as well become a hooker because I've fucked every tom, dick, and harry's (figure of phrase) so I might as well get paid at what I'm good doing. 1, I haven't had that many partners, so it's not her fucking place to say that shit. 2, I don't bring up her past with her mistakes, and everytime she apoligizes, I give in and accept her back as a friend. Not anymore, she's done and gone. No more fucking chances. Then she took me off her friend list, and I don't even know what I fucking did to piss her off. No clue. So with that, I'm not going to respond to any of her messages, and try to figure out what the hell went wrong. I never fucking said I was going to become a stripper, I said I was considering it. And as for her saying that distasteful fuckin bullshit about my past ONCE AGAIN, not only did she piss me off and betray me, but she has lost her ONLY FRIEND of 18 years, because she can't fuckin be nice and said the dumbest things. I can care less right now if she is having problems with her marriage, I think it could very well be that she's jealous that Adam and I are happy and we get along, but we haven't been together for 6 years like her and her husband. When I told her my consideration last week, she sounded kinda shocked, but happy, because she made a comment that if I was to become a stripper, I can pay for her to get a gastric bipass, extra skin removal, lasic sergury for stretch marks, and a boob job. WTF went wrong last night? I don't fuckin know, and anymore, I don't give a shit. She's history, and she'll never have me as her best friend ever again, because I'm sick and tired of her mood swings and her putting me down and all that other shit, just because she's unhappy and the wrong hair flew up her ass. She has the nerve to tell me to grow up and get a life, tells me this and that, and blah blah blah, but I'm fixin to go to school in May, I'm getting the treatment much needed for my parenting lack of, and mental issues, as well as finding a job (stripper or not). Tell me that's not growing up and getting a life? She has only been a mom for 1 year, and she thinks she's mother of the universe, just because she sat in the hospital for 2 months after her daughter was born 3 months early, but I've been a mom for almost 5 years, and have been through more shit then she'll ever be. Shit that was done to be in front of my children and I survived it. Doesn't mean I'm better or her. Maybe I sound immature now bitching about her stupidity and her choice of words that were said, but a bestfriend of 18 years SHOULD NOT be that ugly and disrespectful and turn their back on you without an explination. Am I wrong for being this pissed off?
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