the games that are played by asshole men..is what ruins a real good womans idea of what men are...and makes it hard for them to find a real man that could be sitting there in front of them...but all the men that think they can use a woman makes it hard for that woman...to entrust in anyone real...because they always think that they are going to do something to hurt her...well thats all over for me...this is one reason i have been truely single for the past ten years...most men are usless and look over what the real is..they are scared of the real...they are scared to know that something can be real and honest and worth their time...untrusting...well see the thing is if you dont entrust in what you are then you will no entrust in another...i am real i am sitting here..not waiting but praying that GOD will open the eyes of the men that take advantage and make another feel as though they arent worth much...because honestly most of you men pass over the good and straight for the fake...hey dont get me wrong women do it too...i have and damnit i wish i didnt but i can go back in my past and change it...the only thing i can change is myself and the way i look for someone...and well i am just gonna continue taking care of my lil family..and move on with my life...and take care of myself..as well...oh well...a good thing you have past up...thats all good for me...your loss someone elses gain...well maybe one day we all can open our eyes and see what is true and real out there...but until that happens...i am here sitting..making my life what i can with what i have...love me..hate me..but y'know i will always be happy with me...thats ok i have my life and it will get better and well i will find that one man that can give himself to me...as i give myself to him...
