You know its bullshit. I am tired of his friggin drinkin and bein an ass just cause his buddy is there. He thinks he is SOOOOOOO big by that. Friggin kept me awake most the evening when I was tryin to sleep due to havin to be to work tonight. Then I get up and ask them to tone it down, and I get called a cunt. His lazy ass doesnt have to do anything, he doesn fucking work he lays around gettin is damn SSI. He's supposed to clean the house and take care of our daughter. But hell even with me sick with pleurisy this week I've had to clean. His ass wouldnt budge cause he wanted to go hunting. Well hell, I think me bein sick was a little more important, and he could have done shit so I wouldnt have to. I friggin bust my ass and for what? Sure as hell aint appreciated. I wish he'd friggin jump off a damn cliff somewhere. I really wish my daughter was a little bit older where I could make her understand why I dont want to be there anymore. But she thinks the sun rises n sets on daddy. She's 2 and very much daddy's girl. GOD I am so friggin depressed anymore. I need a pick me up..........