So I'm not even very actively acting out with the ED, but I'm having the most painful muscle cramps and twitches today. Which must be nutrition related. Somebody needs to rescue me before I kill myself doing this bullshit. I'm in too much pain to go on. And all the meds in the world only do so much for the arthritis, the muscle pains, the mental agony. Somebody just do something, because life's slipping away from me much too fast for my 23 years...