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32 Year Old · Female · From San Francisco, CA · Joined on February 18, 2007 · Born on October 6th · 17 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 3 different people have a crush on me!
32 Year Old · Female · From San Francisco, CA · Joined on February 18, 2007 · Born on October 6th · 17 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 3 different people have a crush on me!


FOR PEOPLE WHO THINK I'M IGNORING THEM: I USE THREE LAPTOPS AT THE SAME TIME WHILE WORKING TWO PCS AND A MAC ALL ON THE SAME COMPUTER DESK SO I DON'T ALWAYS NOTICE SHOUTS AS THEY ARE COMING IN DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL I'LL GET BACK TO YOU!!!











my current imood:







my personal website: http://www.brutalmix.net/

(contains more than you'd ever want to know about me)

i am 25 years old. i am a celebate bisexual, i do not date or sleep with people unless i'm in a serious long term commited relationship. i easily go two to five years at a time without sex at all. so if you're looking for anything sexual i'm not the person to talk to.

i'm a model, actress, oil painter, web designer and web developer. when i'm not working on one of my many projects i spend my time reading, writing poetry, working on my novel, oil painting, doing photography, traveling, and wasting my life away online!

seriously i have no life... i have no career i am a jack of all trades and a master of none. i get bored very easily and am unable to keep any sort of routine for too long. i'm constintly searching for mental stimulation.

i live and breathe art. if i go even a single 24 hours without creatively expressing myself in some form of art or another i get extremely depressed. i'm currently looking for new photographers in san francisco to work with.

movies i've starred in as "isis burroughs"

the question
they died with their beads on
posthumorous prostitue
bleeding beauty
doctored meat
kill them all
executies
return of the strangler
uncle homicide
waiting




32 Year Old · Female · From San Francisco, CA · Joined on February 18, 2007 · Born on October 6th · 17 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 3 different people have a crush on me!
Interests
art. meditation. chaos. alchemy. thelema. zen buddhism. wine. transcendental alchemy. beatnicks. spirituality. bodhisattva. discordianism. illuminati. behavioral modification. experimental mysticism. knights of templar. paradigm shifting. hermatic tradition. society for creative anachronism. existentialism. alchemy. energy. cuddling. oil painting. energy manipulation. acting. kaballah. modeling. androgny. sword fighting. hatching elaborate schemes. boys in makeup. boys in eyeliner. astral projection. books. ether. anime. philosophy. travel. fencing. writing poetry. empathy. vinyl. martial arts. peircings. tattoos. knee high boots. beat generation literature. conspiracy theories. being fashionably late. theatre. yoga. human rights. manga. comic books. the wheel of life. spontaneous human combustion. shakespeare. cartoon network. telepathy. horror movies. sigils. emotional depth. inner beauty. neal boortz. long stem roses. solitude. true love. human experience. sca. leopard print. surrealism. kittens. emotions. antiwar. animals. culture. indian food. protests. long conversations. fishnets. asian cooking. baking. individuality. raves. concerts. archery. vegetarianism. role playing. animation. knives. air. butterflys. inspiration. animal rights. nooses. gay rights. psychology. sushi. love. volunteer work. claire voyance. nonviolence. candles. inscene. creativity. politics. libertarian party. animal rights. hello kitty. sexual abuse survivors. cosplay. discord. knives. robert smith. poetry. emapthy. no capital punishment. objectivism. free will. selflessness. transcendence. human connections. blood sports. loyatly. nature. free speach. swapna. memories. chi. digital art. photoshop. brass knuckles. creative expression. depth. camping. bubble wrap. passion. anatomy. motorcycles. comic books. horror movies. pvc. break beat. forensics. intuition. japanese food and culture. pirates. safety pins. art decco. divination. bracelets. astrology. energy vampirism. video games. muses. new york city. zazen. thigh highs. debating. corsets. fake blood. drag queens. cotton candy. fake hair. lotus flowers. abandoned asylums. lucid dreaming. serial monogamy. abandoned hospitals. abandoned buildings. king solomon. metaphysics. playing in the rain. playing dead. out of body experiences. mind over matter. loyality. morals. passion. mad scientists. strength in weakness. dream control. cyber clothing. mana. art in depression. knowledge through despair. self-knowledge. androids. gnosticism. true love. anime conventions. road trips. drive by paintball shootings. overcoming the past. justice. alpha omega. subcultures. living in the present. path to enlightenment. being a beatnick. intimacy. weapons. giving gifts for no reason. love under will. media liberation. renewable energy. altered states of consciousness. recycling energy. realm of hungry ghosts. blashphemy. long term relationships. equal oppertunity offenders. dogma destruction.
Music



0:


13th Hour

16 Volt

1986

30 Foot Fall




A

Abstract Reality

Accessory

Acid Enema

Aerial Servant

Aghast View

Agnostic Front

A Ha

Alien Sex Fiend

All

Alphaville

And One

Android Lust

Aphex Twin

Angels And Agony

Angels Of Light

Anabolic Frolic

Anchors Aweigh

Anti-Flag

Anything Box

Aphrodite

Apoptygma Berzerk

Art Of Noise

Arzh+Pfusch

Ascii.Disko

Asheru

Ashley Stove

Assemblage 23

ASQ

Astral Projection

Attrition



B

Baby Anne

Bad Brains

Bad Boy Bill

Bad Religion

Baheera

Baked Mice

Basement Jaxx

Battery Cage

Bang

Bauhaus

Beep Beep

Bella Morte

Bif Naked

Big electric cat

Bigod 20

Bile

Billie Holiday

Billy Factory

Bitch And Animal

Bjork

Birmingham 6

Black Heart Procession

Black Lung

Black Tape For A Blue Girl

Bloc Party

Blondie

Blue October

Blutengel

Bob Dylan

Bunnydrums

Breathingunderwater

Brick Layer Cake

Bright Eyes

Bouncing souls

Built Like Alaska



C

Cabaret voltaire



Cause And Effect

Clan of Xymox

Cleaner

Cleen

Charlton Heston And The Damn Dirty Apes

Christian Death

Circle Jerks

Claire Voyant

Charlie Clouser

Chronik

Cobalt60

Coco

Cocteau Twins

Coil

Colossal

Converge

Covenant

Cradle Of Filth

Crass

Crocidile Shop

C-Tec

Current 93

Cut Chemist

Cyberaktif



D

Dark Illumination

Das Ich

Dashbord Confessional

David Bowie

Dead Can Dance

Dead Kennedys

Dead Milkmen

Dead Or Alive

Death Cab For Cutie

Death In June

Decemberist

Decoded Feedback

Decree

Deine Lakaien

Delerium

Depeche Mode

Demon Hunter

Descendents

Devil Doll

/Devil/Null/

De/Vision

Diary Of Dreams

Die Form

Die Krupps

Dieselboy

Die Symphony

Die Warzau

Digital Poodle

Din Fiv

Dir en Grey

Disco Mugwump

Dishwater Psychics

Divine Comedy

Dizzy Gillespie

DJ Brisk

DJ Corey James

DJ Dara

DJ Demo

DJ Hype

DJ Kaos

DJ Mystic

DJ Slipmatt

DJ Shadow

DJ Swamp

DJ Sy

DJ This And That

DJ Thomas E

Doll Factory

Dope Fiend Stars

Doormouse

Doubting Thomas

Dougal

Down By Law

Download

Doves

Dredg

Dreams Of Destruction

Duran Duran

Duranduranduran



E

Echo And The Bunnymen

Edge of Dawn

E-Craft

Eiterherd

Elastica

Electro Assassin

Electromeca

Ella Fitzgerald

Elysian Fields

Evaporator

Ever We Fall

Evils Toy

Ezgirl



F

Face To Face

Fade And Alchemists

Fad Gadget

Faith And The Muse

Fiend Flug

Fifteen

Find Him And Kill Him

Flaming Lips

Flesh Field

Flipper

Fluffy Star

Force And Styles

Forgiving Iris

Four Non Blondes

Four Tops

Frankie Bones

Front 242

Front Line Assembly

Full System Purge

Funker Vogt

Funiture On Fire



G

Gary Numan

Ghosts In The Machine

Gin Blossoms

Girls Against Boys

Girls Under Glass

God Module

Goldfrapp

Goldroom

Good Riddance

Gogol Bordello

Gorillaz

Graveworm

Gravity Kills

Green Velvet

Grendel

Gruesome Twosome

Guided By Voices



H

Half Pint

Hanzel Und Gretyl

Hate Dept

Haujobb

Heimataerde

Herbie Hancock

Hill Of Beans

Hixxy

Hocico

Hole

Horror Pops

Hot Hot Heat

Hot Water Music

Howard Shore

Hux Flux

Hypnotic



I

Incarnate

Icon Of Coil

Iggy Pop

Ikon

Imperative Reaction

Ill Bill

In Fact

In Strict Confidence

Informatik

Infected Mushroom

Infrared Nine

Ivoux



J

Janes Addiction

Janis Joplin

Jarboe

J Hershy Worch

Jim Carroll Band

Johnwilkeskissingbooth

Joseph Arthur

Joy Division

Justin Time




K

Kevorkian Death Cycle

Kidney Theives

Klute

KMFDM

Kraftwerk

Kosheen




L
L7

Lacuna Coil

Ladyfinger

Lagwagon

Laibach

Land Of Talk

L'amme Immorelle

L double

Leather Strip

Leitmotiv

Lenord Cohen

Legendary Pink Dots

Levy

Liquid Sex Decay

Lollipop Lust Kill

London After Midnight

Lords Of Acid

Lost In Translation

Lou Reed

Lucinda Williams

Ludacris

Luke Doucet

Love And Rockets



M

Madison Avenue

Massive Attack

Matt Costa

Meat Beat Manifesto

Mesh

Midnight Oil

Miles Davis

Modest Mouse

Monster Movie

Morcheeba

Morphine

Morrisey

Mr Bungle

Mr Tube And The Flying Objects

Mudhoney

Muslimgauze

My Bloody Valentine

My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult




N

Necro

Necrofix

Negative Format

Neutral Milk Hotel

Neuroactive

Neurotic Fish

New Order

New York Dolls

Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds

Nine Inch Nails

Nirvana

Nitzer Ebb

Nocturne

NOFX

Noise Unit

Noisex

Non Phixion

Northwest

No Use For A Name

Now It's Overhead

Noxious Emotion




O

Ohgr

Operation Ivy

One Blue Nine

Oranger

Ornette Coleman

Osker

Out Out




P

Pedro The Lion

Penal Colony

Pennywise

Pigface

Pixies

PJ Harvey

Portishead

Postal Service

Praga Kahn

Project Pitchfork

Propagandhi

Pulp

Psychadelic Furs

Psychopomps

Psychotica

Public Enemy

Pulley

Pulse Legion




Q

Quasimoto




R

Rancid

Ra Ra Riot

Razed In Black

Razordoll

Radiohead

Recliner

Redrum

Refused

Revolting Cocks

Riding Paper Airplanes

Rise Against

Robert Pollard

Rosie Thomas




S

Sandsystm

Scary Valentine

Screeching Weasel

Scum Of The Earth

Seabound

Sex Gang Children

Sex Pistols

Scissor Sisters

Scott Brown

Sharkey

Sheep On Drugs

Shiny Toy Guns

Sigour Ros

Siousxie And The Banshees

Sir Mix A Lot

Sisters Of Mercy

Skinny Puppy

Slapstick

Sleater-Kinney

Smp

Snares Man

Smash

Social Studies

Symbiotic

Sneaker Pimps

Snog

Spahn Ranch

Spastikman

Spoon

Social Distortion

Soft Cell

Somatic Responses

State Machine

Static Engine

Strung Out

Suicide Commando

Suicide Machines

Substance P

Suburban Lawns

Squarepusher

Swans

Swinging' Utters

Switchblade Symphony




T

Target Makert Research

Tad

Tear Garden

Tears For Fears

Ted Leo & The Pharmacists

Ten Foot Pole

Terminal Sect

Test Dept

Test Tube Kid

Theatre Of Tragedy

The Be Good Tanyas

The Birthday Massacre

The Bravery

The Clash

The Cramps

The Cranes

The Cruxshadows

The Cure

The Dandy Warhols

The Dead Science

The Decemberists

The Doors

The Electric Hellfire Club

The Fruity Penguins

The Hives

The Impossible Shapes

The Intelligence

The Killing Tree

The Last Broadcast

The London Suede

The Long Winters

The Misfits

The Mr T Experience

The Murmurs

The Music Machine

The Offspring

The Pixies

The Poisen Arrows

The Polys 2

The Radar Threat

The Ramones

The Rezillos

The Rolling Stones

The Shins

The Smiths

The Strokes

The Weakerthans

The Vandals

The Velvet Underground

The Veronicas

The Vines

The O Zone

Thrice

Throbbing Gristle

Thursday

Tilt

Tool

Tori Amos

Tralala

Transum

Tupuc

Turbonegro

Triple J

Two If By Sea




U

Under The Influence Of Giants

Underworld

Unwritten Law




V

Vallejo By Knife

Vampire State Building

Venetian Snares

Velvet Acid Christ

Veruca Salt

Virtual Society

Violent Femmes

VNV Nation

Volitaire

Voodoo Glow Skulls




W

Waiting For God

What Made Milwaukee Famous

Wet Cat

Winterkalte

Within Temptation

Wolfsheim

Wumpscut




X

Xiu Xiu

X Marks The Pedwalk

X-Ray Spex




Y

YelworC




Z

Zymosiz

Zeromancer






Music Favorites:

Goth: The Smiths

Punk: Osker

Industrial: Wolfsheim

Dark Wave: Icon Of Coil

Twee Pop: Belle & Sebastian

Screamo: Van Johnson

Emo: Dashboard Confessional

Techno: Venetian Snares

Indie: Decemberists

Synth Pop: Claire Voyant

New Wave: Forgiving Iris

Folk: Johnny Cash

Jazz: Ornette Coleman

Rap: NonPhixion

Pop: Blu Cantrell

Rock: Rolling Stones

Hassidic: J. Hershy Worch

Musical: Jekyll and Hyde

Opera: Ring of Fire

Metal: Demon Hunter

Trip Hop: Portishead




Musicals:
The Mystery Of Edwin Drood, Jekyll and Hyde, The Scarlet Pimpernel, Man Of La Mancha, Pippin, Les Miserables, Phantom Of The Opera, Civil War, Rent, Best Year Ever, Aspects Of Love, Cats, etc. etc. (Bascially anything with Linda Eder or Betty Buckley!)

Movies



0:

13th floor

24 hour party people

28 days later







A:

all over me

andy warhol's dracula

amelia

american psycho

american psycho 2

angel baby

army of darkness




B:

beetlejuice

benny and joon

better off dead

blow

boondock saints

butterfly effect




C:

cannibal the musical

city of lost children

clerks

clue

crouching tiger hidden dragon




D:

dawn of the dead

day of the dead

dead alive

dead again

dogma

donni darko

drugstore cowboy




E:

edward scissorhands

ed wood

eraserhead

eternal sunshine on the spotless mind

evil dead

evil dead 2




F:

fear and loathing in las vegas

full metal jacket




G:

girl interrupted




H:

hackers

heathers

hedwig and the angry inch

house of flying daggers




I:





J:





K:

kenneth brannagh's hamlet




L:

land of the dead

liquid sky

lost in translation

lord of the rings




M:

mallrats

mary shelly's frankenstein

meet the feebles

ms45

much ado about nothing




N:

naked lunch

nightmare before christmas

night of the living dead

nosferatu




O:

office space

one flew over the cuckoos nest




P:

party monster

pirates of the caribean




Q:





R:

reality bites

re-animator

redneck zombies

rent

requiem for a dream

resident evil

rocky horror picture show

run lola run




S:

scarface

serenity

serial mom

serpent and the rainbow

seven

shaun of the dead

silent hill

silence of the lambs

slc punk

slither

so i married an axe murderer

spiderman

spiderman 2

spinal tap

stay alive

steal this movie

switch




T:

texas chainsaw massacre

the breakfast club

the crow

the dead hate the living

the last samurai

the lost boys

the raven

the shinning

the wall

trainspotting

traffic

troll 2




U:

undead




V:

velocity of gary




W:

waiting for guffman

whole wide world




X:

xmen

x2




Y:





Z:

zombie



Idols
authors: william s burroughs. fredrich nietzsche. jean-paul satre. aldous huxley. franz kafka. george orwell. mark epstein. frater albertus. betrand russell. jack kerouac. phil hine. pema chodron. edgar allen poe. william shakespeare. robert frost. douglas coupland. charles bukowski. e cummings. seth. neil cassady. peter j carroll. allen ginsberg. mary shelly. aleister crowley. shunryu suzuki. israel regardie. irvine welsh. robert m pirsig. kurt vonnegut. gore vidal.

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  • KingScorpio06brutalmix
    I know it's a day early but Happy Birthday

    10 months ago · Reply
  • Dirty Rockerbrutalmix
    Well you went all out on the profile!! I don't know how much more info you could list! I thoroughly enjoyed the nice long list of music. But there are some, depending on what type of metal you listen to, you left out ;-D

    4 years ago · Reply
  • Lickmeister aka...brutalmix
    Have a Very Happy Birthday Beautiful!!

    5 years ago · Reply
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    hey there, was checking out locals and thought you were cute and wanted to let you know.

    5 years ago · Reply
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    Have a Great Day

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  • The Reverend Jimbrutalmix
    Heroin is so cool...fuckin hipsters moving here to SF and slamming H...whatever... your cool now

    6 years ago · Reply
  • Someonebrutalmix
    "got your backYou got mine,I'll help you outAnytime!To see you hurtTo see you cryMakes me weepAnd wanna dieAnd if you agreeTo never fightIt wouldn't matterWhos wrong or rightIf a broken heartNeeds a mendI'll be right thereTill the endIf your cheeks are wetFrom drops of tearsDon't worryLet go of your fearsHand in handLove is sent,We'll be friendsTill the end!!!!show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends.Ok, FriendSend this to.............0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend.Booo!!!3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend!4-6 peeps you are a Good Friend!7-9 peeps you are a GREAT Friend!10-12 peeps you are an excellent friend"

    6 years ago · Reply
  • mechanicjeeves ...brutalmix
    happy b-day sweety hope you had a great one

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  • Someonebrutalmix
    just thought that id tell you that you are very beautiful!!! truly a goddess!!!=D

    6 years ago · Reply
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    Happy Birthday!

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    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LOVE!

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    Happy Birthday!

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    Just stopped by to wish you a Happy Birthday:)

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    have a great day nice page

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    hey just wanted to drop by and say hey. hope work and everything is going great

    6 years ago · Reply
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    Have a great Thursday!

    7 years ago · Reply
  • Someonebrutalmix
    I miss you, Amanda. Rest in peace.

    7 years ago · Reply
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    Just droppin' in to see what's new... How have you been?

    7 years ago · Reply
  • JpRipToRbrutalmix
    Hello, This is Amanda's Brother Ande, For those of you that didn't know Amanda Died 05-02-07 of a Heroin Overdose in San. Fran. We will all miss her soo much.Love you Amanda R.I.P.ande

    7 years ago · Reply
  • Someonebrutalmix
    R.I.P - though I didn't know you I heard about it.

    7 years ago · Reply
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