Broken and confused
wondering what to do
all my life i've tried to find the perfect guy
i've been bruised by lies, torn by love and disgusted by lust
but still i managed to find comfort in your words.
I imagined myself in your arms when i was blue
I cried to you, but you made me smile
I thought about you every second, everyday
now again i've been bruised,
but this time, by you.
weeks with nothing, not even a hello
I'm been through a downward spiral, since our last encounter,
and i've cried at my loss
I miss our late night conversations
I miss the way your eyes lite up, when you smile back at me, though we
couldn't see.
I miss the five minute 'I love you's'
and the long await meeting, and even though I haven't been able to, I still
miss you
but no matter what,
what I miss the most is, your laugh.
bruised and broken
hurt and confused
torn between being strong
and missing you...