when you heart is broken and mind is blank. you search deep inside yourself to find answeres. the answeres you wish you knew. the ones that make everything seem right and fix all problems. you look inside yourself deeper. not only for the answeres but to find out who you are as well. you wonder for years and years and think you know but never realy can grasp it. its like its there but not there. you want it so bad but cant seem to have it. i know you know the feeling. feels like pieces of you are gone or found. feels like your life is comming to a end. all around you turn away or never can understand. all that you want to understand is never there to care. all you want is someone to be there to help you through. for support to find what you want so dearly. what will make sense of everthing. what fixes the life you have or what will atleast lead you in the path to create the path you never felt you would follow. but still in the end you feel broken until it seems right. until it seems to be fixed. my question to all is... is it ever really fixed? i feel its always going to be broken and unanswered. i feel noone ever truely knows the answeres. not you, not me, not anyone...
happiness is hard to come by. i found it once and it seems to go away every time i try.........
good luck with your answeres....
