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BoricuaAngel FUBombers's blog: "Broken"

created on 09/02/2008  |  http://fubar.com/broken/b242657
Perfect imperfections haunt my memories Such wondrous flaws I grew to love Make it so impossible to find hate Hate which could set me free How much I anger that I cannot find rage But only the rage for myself Can the honest lie to ease the pain? Such a hideous soul My soul left empty Empty in despair with nothing but shadow A darkness which consumes my heart Endless unsatisfied thoughts plague my mind Nights which leak into my light of day The world is again cold and desperate The only happiness I've ever found Is found in one who cannot give One who now gives to another Another who deserves what he gives More than what I, myself deserves It was easier for him Easy to move on and forget Forget all the promises I guess I just never was that important He made me feel worth it though Special enough to engage Engage in a promise which was meant for a lifetime A lifetime which is now desolate A lifetime forgotten, abandoned Along with all your memories Memories overtaken by new ones I'm sure our memories don't haunt you They haunt me Around every corner, in the stars, in my bed The ghost of my memories feel real sometimes Sometimes I forget whats happened Those are the times I never want to wake Wake to the reality which is that I I am replaced I understand; I'm unworthy of love I am boring, not beautiful, not intelligent I can understand why you ceased Ceased your love for me However I can barely see why you started Why would you have started I doubt you would have knowing what you know now That another makes you happier than I had Only flaws do I find in my mirror A mirror of unspoken truth A truth which is that I am pathetic A sad pitiful soul I am ashamed that I am left alone And shall remain alone My fault, which I must own The hardest thing I find Is to find a way to live A life without he A life gone where I was happy A happiness which is forever lost to me Because his love is gone No more given. No more returned. I regret which I cannot repair Is that I took that love for granted And this, this is what I have earned A broken heart Endless tears A lonely life That I'm terrified of... And although with so much hurt Hurt that forever tears apart my heart I find a way A way to carry on For all those who still care Who can find a way to love me I must carry on Because my time will come When delivered and not when I choose God has a plan I pray that he is merciful and And that my time will come soon And that he will take care of everyone Everyone who remembers me All of this, all of this is but a small fraction An insignificant rambling of what runs through my mind Do you see Why i cry Why I scar Why I cant sleep I am damaged Beyond repair? that I'm not sure of But I pity the person who tries to fix Tries to fix all these wounds Both visible and not alike.

Broken Dreams

Broken Dreams are like broken glass Shattered pieces that weren't meant to last As one is lost another is found It's like an adventure where your feet don't touch the ground You have to dream big In order to get to choose In some of your dreams you win In other dreams you lose In Order to believe in your dream You have to believe in you And when you have just enough faith Your dream really will come true
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