Numb to the world as love is torn out of me.
My heart like a crystal shard in to a thousand peaces.
I tried to make sens out of the nothingness once called love.
Trying to pick up the shards as the melt like ice in my hands.
Crashing down wards spiral not knowing when I am going to hit bottom.
Life once filled with meaning now fades to block.
Trying to feel the void with false hopes and dream and see the crumble before me.
Never knowing if I did something wrong as I cry my self a sleep at night.
No one know the pain I feel as I put a happy face mack on that's slowly cracking before every one.
The sadness hit like a Tittle Wave as I try to move one.
looking for something or some to make me feel alive even if its just for a scant.
Sitting in the dark oblivious to ever one loves me still as I ponder how to put the peaces back together.