Dr Sandy's blog: "MORE THOUGHTS"

My heart is broken, tho no one will ever see the hurt you inflicted on me. While I was away the mouse did play, I walked in and didn't know what to say. I saw it on your screen, something that I thought you had gotten out of your blood stream. I feel like a fool for ever believing. when all of this time you were decieving. You hunt me in a way that others have before. when you say you love me. I tend to ignore. I ignore the pain. I ignore the shame. My heart is broken all the same. When you say you love me. Do you even mean what you say or is it just the thing you do to get your way. My heart is broken, and I have shed some tears. but that doesnt matter as much as his beer. The beer always wins no matter what i say, He will continue to do it night and day. Im tired of the sh*t that what it does. Im hurt that no matter how hard I try. Hes not going to change, even in his daughters eyes. My heart is broken for what he has become. Hopefully the past will come undone.