I think I have done the one thing that i valed I would not do. I broke the heart of my best friend. He is also the man in rl the I love more then anything.
Yesterday he was ting to get me to show just a little ection. And I didn't. I guess you could say he got me back with not say good by before he went to work. I know he wanted me to jsut tuch his are orven just kiss him, something.
Here I was thinking he did not love me anymore. Atleast not the way he once did. I still feel that way to a point. I jsut wish he would tell me what he feeling so I knew for sure. So I could hold on for deal life or let him go.
Now I will prbly nver get the change again. And Now he is probly thinking I don't love him.
I do not know what to say.