so, my whole love life sucks.
honestly,
i've never been in a long-term relationship.
EVER.
and it's not getting any better.
i always fall for losers.
either they cheat on me.
or ditch me for their friends.
or lie to me.
and i'll admit,
lately i've been somewhat of a player...
...but only because i'm terrified of getting hurt.
either way,
i always do.
i was talking to this guy. and i saw him on saturday night. we cuddled and watched movies and kissed. and it was pretty cute.
the next day he begged me to come over, but i was working and i wasn't able to.
and i haven't heard from him since...
i talked to one of his best friends today,
and he told me that he thinks eric has a new girlfriend.
fucking great.
but whatever.
ill cry it off.
and within a couple weeks ill be ok.
and ill become interested in another guy that'll break my heart.
...when am i going to catch a break and find a good guy?
