my live has been so fucked up and i sometimes try to ponder why things happen the way they do. i married the wrong man but i had four beautiful children. left him and had to leave the kids for reasons i can't mention, had or got a good job driving school bus i enjoyed my job the kids were brats but i loved it. did not see my kids again until they were adults and now i have beautiful grandkids so i must have done one thing right.i live in a world that is so screwed makes you wonder if your sane or not. the diaster in nyc was really attrocious an also many lives were destroyed and i saw people jumping out of the windows of the trade center, makes my little problems look just like that ,little problems and when does it ever end? everyone bitches about the president and the mistakes he makes but who elected him , no one ever thinks about that. we elected him to office and then we bitch about how bad he is,well then we were the ones to blame for that . the things I worry about are the children who do not have anything to eat or very little to eat. parents of little kids in africa dying of aids and leaving their kids orphans and i sit and bitch about my life how dare me. lets get up off our collective asses and do something, watch the movie the world trade center and then take a goo d hard look at your life and see how can you change it . i am gonna try!!!!!!!! take five minutes outta y our life to tell someone just how much you love them instead of bitching and moan about how bad you have , you 'll be surprised............. one more thing if we could all be like the heroes of flight 93 this world would be a better place !
