Tori FURL Married To Badass Demon's blog: "Sad Poems"

It's been a hard two weeks,
things are so different and i don't understand.
believing every word that you said, 
not listening to friends advise and words of caution.
never thinking that what he says,
it is all just empty promises and a lies.

but things can change and the feelings can too,
so i just hope that one day you become unglued.
i lie here all night just whispering your name,
thinking you might hear me, and fix all this pain.

when you love someone you have to let them go
it's going to be pain, it's going to hurt, 
this i know, 
but you just have to smile and give them the benefit of the doubt
because one night they will miss you and realize a mistake is made.

i've loved you since i met you, i always have and always will.
so when you tell me how you feel, to you, my heart, i will spill.
it's bundled up now and it's causing me grief.
but what's a girl supposed to do, just sit there and believe?

it was love at first site, and my feelings for you grew,
i knew that if i was with you, to nobody else could i be so true.
you made my heart flutter, you made my world spin,
the way you held me and touched my skin.

there's no person as unique and intriguing,
i found you to be perfect, amazing, and you make my knees weak.
so as i lie here in pain and wonder what i did so wrong,
i think to myself that i can do this, i can be strong.

but guys don't understand, it's not as easy as it seems,
because when i go to sleep at night, it's you whose in my dreams.
you made my life complete and turned my world upside down,
with you in my life, my face never had a frown.

girls emotions are strong, they don't draw a line,
and when you walked into my life, you wouldn't believe how you shined.
my heart was fluttered and my emotions went insane,
i knew that you were the guy who would never cause me pain (or so i thought)..

i fell in love with you, your voice, your touch,
i knew from the beginning that i would love you so much.
your smile brightened my day and your hugs were all that i felt,
with this my heart started to melt and the walls that i had built crumbled.

your sweet kisses and hugs made my day complete,
i loved you even more then before the previous heart beat.
you make my world shine and it glows when i'm down,
just because there's a person in my life like you, that i have found.

but all too soon a new love you found.
without a word or explanation, 
you pushed aside a girl so sweet, 
with a heart so broken...
and nothing other than shattered dreams and tears..