the feeling...its warm like fire inside u...i look up and see the redness the moon looking so evil and understanding...as i watch it the color starts changing turning darker and redder...i look donw and see the shine and feel the cold touch...watching the tough make me fall...seeing the moon as i lay on the ground...remembering what pain i felt every day...what torture i go through...and the thought of knowin something so cold and shiny can release me...release me into a land of freedom and a time of no stress...seein everything pur out i start getting tired i see everything turning red again...the moon turning into a blood red and i realize...that cold touch of the knife...released me to the eternal life of lonliness but whatst he difference alone in the world or alone in eternity either way...im alone...but in eternity i wont care about hurting ppl i wont care....in this world pain is what i fear...in my immortal time i wil have no fear...ty ty to the cold steel that has released me....u have shown me the way to the long lasting immortality that i have wanted....
