Ok .... now that I am starting down this cyber road of messeges and blogs ... and IM's and stuff .. I am wondering if I am up for all this ... this is all to much pressure ... I have to say something profound and funny then try and spell it all right ... what I don't understand is why anyone else would care .... all I do is sit in a cubical all day .. and wonder where it all went wrong .... I use to be fun .. and us to have a life .... then now .. I have no money ..... I have found blogging where a bunch of people get together and care about other people they have never meet.... and since I am a guy the odds of me finding a life online ... is about slim and nill .... and I think that was slim just signed off .... becouse lord knows I have 80 unread messeges but the are all for male inhancement treatments ... and morgages ... and sex sites.... altough some of thoose are good .... O wait that might have something to do with my not having a life ... mental note ... no more porn .... beside all thoose sites do is get my computer sick .... sorry I dyegressed .... so back to blogging ... why do you care what I think about anything ... and why would you care what happends later on in my life .... O wait I got a messege .... damn it not another one of thoose sites promising women doing things that are just about physically impossible .... so back to saying something funny ... which I am not ... at least to anyone else besides me .... so this is to much pressure ... O wait I will tell a joke ..... let me see I know a dirty joke will work .... Two white horses fall in a mud puddle .... O damn it ... that isn't funny ..... I am a complete failure ... also ... I see about 400,000 people on line I am just usally wondering there can't be this many people with nothing to do on a sat night ... thought I was the only looser .... who had no life ..... and no friends ... but obviously not .... O wait ... there is a cute lady .... O nuts its a porn site again ... should have known better ... becouse she said she was barely legal ... at least its not Dateline that would be really illegal .... O well .. off to the way to quite bed ....... for thoose who care good night .... I know mine won't be ....
