SugarShack aka Tequila Sunrise's blog: "blog"

Hello all, guess what? I'm back, my holiday was cut short but I acomplished almost everything I had set out to do so I am pleased. I got my passport, woot woot. I am happy about that, so my next step is to put this all in motion. Had a very tiresome trip home, it was raining heavely and we was swished all over the road ways, it got so bad we had to stop and wait because the rain was so heavy it was causing the truck to stall, basically flooding it out, thats how deep the rain was in certain places. Not to mention the fact I had to endure a lot of being cramped up and having to listen to 2 ppl bitch all the way to and from, I was ready to designate myself to the hood of the truck as a freaking ornament, I dont like it, I hate drama and it seems thats ALL I HEAR. Any who, I am home and thankfully I wont have to leave out to go back there until September, providing I am still here, things go my way, I will be out of the states all together. but thats a different story a different day for only certain ppl to be informed about. We left out yesterday about 11 am central time and was on the road until 5am today , needless to say I am beyond exhausted, I will catch up with you fine peeps later, I am going to take a nice warm shower and chillax CYNTRONICS BABY I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING SWEETY AND THINGS ARE STARTING TO LOOK UP, IT WONT BE LONG NOW SUGAR. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR FUBAR WIFE lISA AKA Tequila Sunrise

OK PPL I AM OUT OF HERE FOR A WEEK, TAKE CARE, LOVE YOU ALL , CYNTRONICS I LOVE YOU TOO BABY AND I WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED OF THINGS HERE

"Here By Me" I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you’re not here Sorry I can’t always find the words to say Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me.

*Falling on you're bum hurts, staying there and never finding the strength to get up and dust your self off and finding the courage to be the survivor hurts worse*

I dont have any thing specific to blog about, mosstly wanted to wish you all a happy Sunday, If it's not a holiday, make it one, hehe. I would also like to thank you all for the rates and comments on my page, I know I am the worlds worse at commenting, I have a lot of people in my list that I havent hardly spoken with since they added me or vise versa. I will get to you all providing you remember me, I learned not to just add any one , I did that with one individual and got my head chewed off , so unless you add me first I will just rate your portraits Ok I suppose I am finished with my ramblings lol I love you cyntronics dont worry baby, I saved the best for last, you are most certaintly not least, I know a lot of ppl have doubts about this, but soon enough they will see this is real. I don't want to lose any friends over this or do I wish for you too, but if they cant be happy for the both of us because we find happiness in one another, they wasnt a true friend to begin with, I know there are some that care, they honestly want the best for the both of us. I do appreciate the fact that people are looking out for your best interest, as a few are for me, I hope thats what it is lol, my point is you and I know how we feel about one another and it's up to us to make it work, not them and if we love one another then it will. Ok I will shoosh me lips now, sure a lot are totally bored out of their gore reading this by now, providing there are any that actually do lol. I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS I DIDN'T BY ANY MEANS TRY TO MAKE IT SOUND AS IF I DONT . I HAVE THE GREATEST MAN IN MY LIFE NOW AND I'M DETERMINED TO MAKE IT LAST. Once you are lucky enough in life to find some one that makes you feel the way he makes me feel, then you will know it, It's something that I cant explain myself, I have waited a long time for this. ok I am honestly gone this time. Love your friend , Tequila Sunrise devoted wife of Cyntronics

I just wanted to say hello to all, it's now 4 am and I have yet to give my pillow any head, so I am going to make this brief, Just want to first start off by saying cyntronics baby, I love you, thanks for another lovely night, you are my world babes,I will talk to you later on. For the rest of you awesome ppl I luvs you too, dont forget that, take care blessed be always, your friend Tequila Sunrise

Anyone the signed my guest book, please go and sign it again, the last one I had I dont know the bloody thing is gone, so please sign in again, I promise I will try to keep up with this one lol, Love your friend Tequila Sunrise PSSS IT'S ALL THE WAY ON THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE I DO BELIEVE, SO KEEP LOOKING ,

Just wanted to say hello to the new friends I have made and last but not least my friends I have had since first being a member, thanks for all the love and support you all show on my page, I keep making changes to it I know, but I am a person of change, I like to explore so pardon the construction haha, being a goof here , I love to have fun I just havent had true fun in so long not sure I would know how to act. It's all about to change, soon I will be where I want to be. but until then I am going to make the best of it. I am strong I have to be, if I give up I have given up on a life of love that I have searched for . I love you Paul, forever&Infinity , Your loving Fubar Wife Tequila Sunrise xxxxxxxxxxxxx

I used up all of my rating points *pouts* lol seriously I was rating to many perhaps. I just like to show ppl the love and respect I would like to get. Why is there a limit I do wonder, I guess perhaps rating to many at a time floods the servers. I enjoy looking at the art work you all have, wow it's amazing some of it. I am envious I say envious lmao, honestly you all got it going on with the pics, keep up the great work, I need to stop taking so many of me and take more of the pretty view, the one I see when I look out my window. The gorgeous view I see is when I gaze into Cyntronics eyes, Wow he is truly an amazing man, I am honored to have him in my lire, I wouldnt trade this for anything. Babes I know you are sleeping now for you are hours ahead of me, but just so you know in the event you read this, I love you darling. I will talk to you a bit later on . Your loving fubar wife, Tequila Sunrise mwuahhhhhh xxxxxxxxxx