It's been about 5 yrs now without her smile
My little girl is away, if it was an inch, seems to be a mile
I miss her so much and it hurts to hide it in
I do hate her mother eve if it may be a sin
Sin as it may I love that little girl
She would stillbe here if her mother gave it a whirl
For her sins I hurt and for that, I sin
And it is only I who knows where I have been
I have hid the pain more this yr than ever
But I will not forget her...never
I wait for the day she knocks on my door
Early or late it would be better than before
I am forever her dad in my heart and that will never change
Although it could have all been rearranged
There is no man that could ever be a better dad
The best of life , is what they both had
I want to believe that the lord has something different for me
But I had the perfect life so what could that be