Hello to all my LC friends and family and anyone else who reads this post. I have to say I'm sorry. I know I havn't been around much in the last couple of weeks. There has been a huge change in my life.
I have recently ended a relationship of 5 yrs. However I did not do it soon enough as I waited till I was emotionally and finanically drained to end it.
I have spent the last year trying to put lies and betrayal behind me and make a failing relationship work, problem was I was the only one making the effort. All he wanted to do was sit in a chair, watch TV, eat, sleep, and lie about looking for work.
It's very hard to let go of somthing you cherished and thought beautiful, of someone you thought would be there for you for a lifetime. Sometimes you just can't put a shattered relationship back together and some wounds cut to deeply to heal properly.
But with the help and support of some wonderful friends, online and off it's getting better a little at a time.
Now the hardest part is just surviving the 12 hr. days I'm putting in to try and get back on top of my finances, hopefully quickly, I'm exhausted.
So once again I'm sorry for not being here more often, please forgive me. Hopefully I'll be back at it very soon. Love to you all.
Remember:
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY.
