Nicole's blog: "my wraith , my happyness,my angry , all about me :)"

ok i made a wishlist a little while ago and if you want to buy me something off my wish list heres the deal

buy me something off my wishlist and ill make u a sexy salute ;) so heres the link http://amzn.com/w/2C8T45VIEXXQF  

I WANTED TO WRITE ONE MORE BLOG ABOUT JAMEY WHO AT 14 YEARS OLD TOOK HIS LIFE BECAUSE OF BULLYING I WAS BULLIED WORDS HURT I REMEMBER I JUST WANTED TO DIE BUT MY FAMILY KEPT ME STRONG SO PLEASE IF YOU SOMEONE WHO IS BEING BULLIED BE THERE FOR THEM LET ME KNOW THAT THEY ARE NEVER ALONE AND PEOPLE THAT BULLY PEOPLE YOUR NOT COOL YOUR A ASSHOLE AND SO LETS STAND UP TO BULLYING I FOUND TWO VIDEOS ONE IS OF LADY GAGA MADE A TRIBUTE TO JAMEY AND OTHER IS OF JAMEY I HOPE HIS WORDS WOULD SHOCK PEOPLE OUT OF THE STUPID SAYING WELL WORDS CAN'T HURT YOU WELL THEY DO  . R.I.P JAMEY :)

R.I.P JAMEY

MY DREAM IS TO STOP BULLYING BUT MAYBE ONE DAY PEOPLE WOULD LEARN TO ACCEPT PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE

PEACE AND LOVE PEOPLE PEACE AND LOVE

NICOLE

I WAS WATCHING ON TV WHERE A 14 YEAR OLD BOY NAMED JAMEY TOOK HIS LIFE BECAUSE OF BEING BULLIED ALL BECAUSE HE WAS GAY THIS IS GETTING OUT OF CONTROL WHEN I SAW HIS YOU TUBE VIDEO ABOUT HIM TALKING IN THE VIDEO IT GET BETTER ABOUT PEOPLE BEING BULLIED BECAUSE THERE GAY AND IT MADE ME SOO SAD  HE COULD HAVE GREW UP TO DO WHATEVER HE WANTED IN LIFE AND IT MAKES ME UPSET TO KNOW PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO SOUL WOULD GO AS FAR AS MAKEING HIS LIFE HELL THIS HAVE GO TO STOP I WAS BULLIED IT ALMOST MADE ME WANT TO TAKE MY LIFE AND LET ME TELL YOU BEING BULLIED MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS AGAINST YOU THE ONLY RELEASE I HAD WAS LISTENING TO MUSIC AND I WANT TO TAKE A STAND AGAINST BULLYING I WANT TO MAKE IT MY GOAL TO HELP BEING WHO ARE BEING BULLIED TO LET THEM NO YOUR NEVER ALONE AND I KNOW I CAN'T STOP BULLYING BUT IF WE ALL STOOD UP TO BULLYING TO IT MIGHT SAVE MORE LIFES WE GOT TO BE A VOICE FOR PEOPLE WHO FEEL THEY HAVE NO VOICE . ANYONE BULLYING ANYONE BECAUSE THERE GAY OR DIFFERENT WHAT GIVES YOU THE FUCKING RIGHT TO DO THAT WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE . LET'S NOT HAVE JAMEY DEATH BE IN VAIN

LADY GAGA DOING A TRIBUTE TO JAMEY

JAMEY VIDEO FOR IT GETS BETTER R.I.P WORDS HURT STOP BULLYING

HEY EVERYONE MY FUBAR PAGE HAVE BEEN FUCKING UP I COULD NOT LIKE ANYONE OR RIDE IN MY BLOG OR COMMENT OR LEAVE SOMEONE A PRIVATE MESSAGE IT WAS HELL LOL SO I'M BACK I HOPE MY FUBAR PAGE DOES NOT FUCK UPP AND IF IT DOES I TRY TO BE BACK LOVE YOU ALLL :)

(h) NICOLE

the sky is falling with rain but

i can't stop kissing you

people are looking and yelling for us to get a room

but still i can't stop kissing you

the wind is starting to blow wind in our faces

but i still i can't stop kissing you

my clothes are soaked and i'm cold

but i still can't stop kissing you

you whisper in my ear i love you

in that moment i had to stop kissing you

in reality i could kiss you forever but

in truth my heart was not ready for those three words 

THE END

i wrote this after i had my first kiss when i was 13 i hoped you enjoyed it

LEAVE COMMENT

KISSES & LIPGLOSS

NICOLE

i told you i loved you

you punch me in the face

i told you i would always be there for you

you left me on the side of the road with a bloody lip

i told you would u protect me from predator's

you became the predator

i opened my eyes saw the black and blue marks

you tried to tell me it was my fault

i left you never and looked back

you was left with noone to hurt

i'm fearless

 you are nothing but a nightmare i finally woke up from

i wrote this poem a long time ago to remind myself to never

allow anyone to control me again

peace & love

nicole

i believe the most greatest thing in a friendship is when they tell you something .that they  never tell anyone . my friends know they can trust me with there secrets just as i can trust then with mine . the thing is there are some people that don't get that . get off on telling secrets . there is this woman in my neighborhood that is a social outcast because she can't keep her fucking mouth shut .the worst thing she did that got her outcasted was . my bff  was in this really abusive relationship  . she finally got out needed a place to stay . so i  found her a safe place to stay later that night .i got a call from my friend telling me that this bitch who was told not to say anything called the boyfriend and told him where my my bff  where she was . so i had to rush over there take her to my mothers house where she was safe later. i found out he got arrested for driveing too fast and the police found a gun in his car .i believe if i would have not got that phone call she would have been killed by him no doubt . i went up to this bitch gave her a piece of my mind . thats why she is blacklisted because she did such a cruel and thoughtless act all because she could not keep a secret . if your wondering about my bff she manage to stand up against her ex in court and now safe and happy :)

"The man who backbites an absent friend, nay, who does not stand up for him when another blames him, the man who angles for bursts of laughter and for the repute of a wit, who can invent what he never saw, who cannot keep a secret - that man is black at heart: mark and avoid him." — Marcus Tullius Cicero

ok my ex called me telling he was going to get me fired from my job all kinds of crazy shit . i'm pissed tellling him what the fuck is he talking about and it turns out me and this jerkoff who i dated for about 3 years until we broke up 2 years ago and he tells me i was cheating on him with some guy i never met so i get the number from him and meet my ex somewhere and call up this asshole and tell him why is he lieing and he said i'm sorry i just said that so i can be with you and i told him baby you could never be with me and with how he try to get woman with lieing he was going to get his ass kicked one day and i comfront my ex and tell him to never call me and i changed my number and it hurt my feelings also because i loved him and would never do shit like that . i lost alot of respect for him that he would believe that shit and he could have gone on his threat to get me fired that shocks me . i still don't get why you go on someone's word who he don't know and don't go on someone's word who he does know

HAVE THIS EVER HAPPEN TO YOU ?

i been on fubar since 2006 and i had alot of up's and downs with fubar  but all in all i'm really happy to be  on fubar and i would love to have all my friends ,family and fans to share my fu-versary with me so please mark your calenders :)

peace and love

nicole