pinkgarden33's blog: "not stupid~"

so last night around 11:30 at night i was woke up by my daughter having a seizure...so up i go and get the meds to inject her with to help her come out of the seizure...but had to call 911 because she couldnt come out of the seizure...so the mets and fire rescue come here and because this is a monthly thing they know shelbie and were very wonderful with her and she finally came out of the seizure... i am very tired today with no sleep ... but you know the thing that just makes me smile so very much is all that is "wrong" with my little girl you would never know it... she smiles all the time and laughs and is a miracle....

ok so here i am just looking around and stuff and well lets see i go to the mummm section on here and omfg.... sense i am new on here i do believe a little part of me maybe has no clue as to why people are mean...but ok good lord... change subject. last night i goto the store with my 9 year old and you know those little machines that you can win the 2 cent toys..well he puts like five dollars in to the machine just to try and win me these ear rings...how sweet....he finally gets them and tells me ...mom these are for you sense i didnt get you anything for mothers day.... see that is what i am talking about...the little things in life that just make my heart melt... well need to get ready to leave soon....

so i have been jumping over this cherry tap thing and reading mumms and things and boy...i wonder to myself what kind of people are out there ...... yeah....with that said..... i am having a great day no headache no kids crumpy and no one home but me and shelbie..... she is so cute .....went to kitchen and made a butter and peanut butter sandwhich and really wanted me to eat it. now....i know that mommys are to be so happy and everything when kids do something so nice and there are even mommys that would eat just one bite...so that their kids dont get hurt....... well no not me ...i would not touch that with a ten foot pole....so i smiile and said..ohhh honey mommy just ate i am full....and with the biggest smile on her face she looked at me and said i will give it to daddy.....you go girl.... ~smile~ she watches nothing but the food channel on tv and then tries to make things they make on there.....i love it.......... well all talk later chow~

so my son proceeded to come in with not one but two snakes and tell me "look what i found mom" as i turn my head right in frount of me are not one but two like i said snakes in my face......now if my heart needed to be jumped for get the paddle things in hospital ....just have my son put snakes in my face.... now for the record i am not scared of snakes i have a boa and a python (if words are mispelled deal with it as my friend has tought me thanks samm...) but putting snakes in my face with out me knowing they are going to be there not cool.... headache is still going strong and i am fen sick of it by now........ just want to scream so anyway..blah blah blah chow~

so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then figure out what to make for breakfast.... tell my son fourteen time take the dog out take the dog out.... dont you have to pee in the morning well so does the dog..... he takes the dog out and then shelbie wakes up ......she gets up on the coutch and wants breadkfast well honey just give mommy a sec and i will get breakfsst. shelbie pouts and kris comes in from walking the dog...he is a great son......just a little deaf when not wanting to do something right away get breakfast together and feed hungrey children.......yeah then i look around my house and think god did some tornato come through this place and i slept through it clean clean clean go out and water all the new plants i recieved and adopted from my frined and her mutti and water the indoor plants and miss my friends....... miss her kids too....... shelbie wants to know why her friends had to move and i told her because her mom is smarter then her mom and noticed how ugly it is here and nothing to do so she moved to where it is pretty and more things to do.....maybe i will be smart oneday and move the fuck out of here.... my druggie brother trying to call me and he actually thought i would give him my frount door lock so he could give me his so get this so he would feel more safe....now you tell me what the fuck is wrong with that picture. leave me the fuck alone and get a fucking life..... now that i have that said feel better..... headache is almost gone yeah and now time for me to chill....... chow~

so i am not stupid i just get confussed really easy still trying to figure this cherry tap thing out so far from what i see...seems pretty cool woke up this morning at 4:40 am yeah that means that i only got 4 hours of sleep and that also means that this will be the one day my kids sleep in...you just watch...lol had to goto store before kids wake up and want breakfast and they had sale on movies...you know the old ones that no one seems to watch but me lol well got three movies and came home put away food for the day and put movie in only to find out maybe there is a reason they were only five dollars first one doesnt work so blow into machine to get it to poof work but nope nothing so i blow on disk poof nothing so i get on here and try to make more sense out of it and figured i would buy a drink for a friend of mine that is moving today....not too happy about that but am happy for her and her family it seems that when i finally get a friend that is normal bye bye she goes and my kids just love her kids and to be honest her kids have been the only kids i can stand to be around for more then five min besides my own kids.... soooooo........here i am sitting here wishing i could at least go back to bed for a hour or two but when my eyes pop open they stay open cant ever seem to fall back asleep..... bummer right....... well need to figure out movie so at least maybe i can watch movie with out hearing....mommy or stop it im telling...... all moms know what i am talking about....lol ok all talk soon chow~