i was just sitting around and started writing one night and this is what i got. love it or hate it doesnt make a diff. to me.but feel free to leave comments.
confessions of a madd madd woman
Dont doubt the need for escape from the ties that bind.
some sort of altered state of mind
the release we all must find
its not all in my mind its in my heart and soul
i am eye
trying to b complete and whole
fillin in the painful holes created by flaws that cannot b controled
i exist and no not y
need meaning to this maddness
the logic eye hold is my own and i must own it
for all its worth
worthiness
effortless
dreams
paralizing me
coating my mind w/ a slick sicness called life
betraying my wants to fullfill the needs of others
bottling selfconspirisies to fake a sane face
blinding paranoia blocks the light of the sun
darkness conceals the real faces eye hold
in attempts to portray the norm of all
im not an extrodinary person
no way to be special
needing recognition as a singular person
but in the end im just another sheep
doin what is expected
no feeling of freedom to be me