zombiedoll's blog: "step into my shoes"

yesterday at work... we are suppost to tell people the lil notes the pharmtist leave for the people well yesterday one of the notes were max of eight tablets daily. so i tell the person there is a max of 8 tablets daily they go..so i can only take 8 tablets in a day?? ......... uh what?? walk away b4 you get hit!!! i cant beleive they asked me that!!!! did you not just hear me?? what do you think i mean when i say max of eight tablets in a day???? think i was yankin your chain or something?? holy shit people are stupid...doesnt help that i was sick and impatient. lets see other stupid stuff. uh cant really think of any right now but i know there is much more!

ok well as you know well if ya know me im 19 and i live in an one room apt with another person, dog, cat, and rat and now im gettin another person! it would be fine if it was morbid that was moving with me which she still might but now im gettin my baby brother... not much of a baby he is 18 and my dad ad step mom are throwing him out if he doesnt have a job and car at the end of the summer and they dont plan on helpin him (btw he just graduated..congrats get out of my house now!) the worst part he doesnt care he doesnt want to move to michigan! fucker just needs to come here and i will help him out. not much room here but ill try my best. he is a lil brat too. its like being a mom! im only 19 i dont want to be a mom yet! also its gonna be weird my pinup/porn site is openin at the end of the month and fuckin crazy cuz there is gonna be girls in and out of the house and nakedness....and my brother....oh god. im gonn ahve to build a box to put him in till the girls and nakedness is out lmao. i need a bigger appartment goddamn it! perferably a house. shit man shit. i thought it was gonna be cool cuz i didnt think he was gonna be moving here and morbid was and now noooooooo i have to take him.. agrrrrrrrrr!

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oh man if you dont know what to do when you pick up a script your fuckin stupid! ok today at work i went to go help this lady this is how it goes.. chick:i need to pick up a script. me: ok? 1 min of silence chick: what do you need to know? me: uhhh your name (inside me: your fuckin kiddin right?) chick: so-so me: yes ok last name??(no your not kiddin you tard) chick: lala. the so-so lala is made-up but you cant know real names. you have got to be fuckin kiddin me right? how can you not know what to do when gettin your script sure some the old people dont tell me there name cuz i fuckin know them! if you have never been there b4 and dont know me dont except me to know your fuckin name cuz if you do it will be idiot! there her bf had to fuckin tell her to pay me....fuckin stoners or whatever she was. ok so ya that was the high light of my day. i fuckin hate stupid people!

uh i think someone has been liein to me. but whatever. people lie rigth? fuckin people. today was a better day but the supposive lie isnt makein it to great. well i was gonna go to texas but with this shit going on i dont know if i want to. uh i dont know what to do. lots of money to spend on tickets to go there and fuckin hate it you know? oh well i dont need people. they just fuck with you and leave you to yourself. i feel empty inside all the time now. like i want people and friends but they always seem to fuck ya over! i dont know im just a depressed fucked up person. ok any thing good in my life...well if i dont go to texas ill save 300. thats always a plus specially cuz im lookin into buyin a hearse i was gonna go for a camaro but if im gonna do a gothic porn site i prolly should have something a lil more scary. so ya...liers!

man today well may the 22th was the worst day ever im a lil late. fuckin hated it. i currently work on a adult site and my best friend was gonna join but she joined the other site that is currently fueding with us. so that fuckin sux i dont kow what im suppost to do about that i love the site im on but the other site has my lovely talina. and another bad part of today is the one person who has been makin me smile lately i havent got to talk to today. so that sux. im just fucked to day man nothing going my way. work was ok i guess this dude has the funniest name but i cant tell you lol. so ya. i just fell like cryin today. im confused on what to do with the sites and shit that fucked up! well im gonna be opening my own adult site so thats kool but talina was suppost to do it with me but i have a feelin she isnt the site she is in is brain washing her to believe pinup is the best and porn is stupid. i want porn on there! i want the site to be awesome. i dont know. i guess its only gonna be me i really wanted a co-owner but doesnt look like anyone shares the same passion for this as i do. god im so mad and sad and everything in one! BLAHHHHHHHHHH! thats all i have to say is BLAHHHHHHHHHHH! so ya.