the thing abouts moving to arizona is that everything is changing and its not a bad thing with the exception me still looking for work everything else is actually coming together but for some reason i don't feel like i've gotten all my loose ends tied up personally and that kind of saddens me i know that a lot of it i'm not going to be able to fix but i'd like to fix what i can other then that all is well if any one has some free time and wants to be brave enough to enter my room i could use some help packing and boxes lots of boxes not just for me but for Jon as well. any way that's about it i'll give some more details when i have them or if their requested because really other then what's here i don't feel like i need to share any thing more in a blog.