She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.