Tonya's blog: "life of Tonya"

Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!!

I am a tiny angel I'm smaller then your thunb; I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect; Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel I was a fairy in a flower; God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me angel power. Now God has many Angels We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, With way to much to do; He said my assignment Is to keep close watch on you. When He tucked me in your pocket He blessed you with Angel care; Then told me to never leave you, And I vowed always to be there.

My life started in 1973 i was born in Ohio to my parent's and there names are Jerry and Geneva Mills. We lived out there for a while and then we moved back to Ky. I really dont know much about my lot younger years but i have a sister that does. Well heres what i can remember of my life...It wasnt the best in the world but, here goes...I can remember goin to church and stuff like that and then dad worked and then when he came home he would sleep awhile and then he would get up and go up to our couzins house and get drink and then he would come in and start fighting with mom and all of us kids and the next thing i can remember is that he throwed a set of keys at mom and everything and then when i got older we all moved around alot and stuff and we moved to Ark. and thats where dad fount out he had a tumor on his head and it was a size of a pot of grapes and then they did surgey on him and they had to put a shunt in his head to keep it draind off his head. Then the next thing i knew we was moveing back to ky and thats where he took sicker and then he passed away (i might have lefted alot of things out its cause its so bad i dont like talkin about them). they was things done to some of us kids that should have not been done to us at all. Well anyways then i turnd 16 and i went and got stupied and got married to a Matthews stayed with him 7years and then i went into alot of spouse abuse centers and then i ended up in p-burg and thats where i ended up in job corp. and i stayed there like 3years and then i done the time there and then i got to come home if i could stand to see my mom goin out with a different man everynite and that was her words too so i agreed to it and i slept on the floor and then she moved out and then i ended up into louisa livein with my brother and that was so bad too and then i meet this guy and i moved in with him and took care of his dad and stuff and then his dad died and i moved out of there and i meet Timothy Ray Moore and i lived with him a few years and then i married him and then one day i got this phone call and this person wanted her divorce and so i divorced him and he has left me so many times its not even funny but he keeps comein back and i keep taken him back and im still liveing with him and thats about all i can say about my sorry life Tonya